i know
i have not posted in livejournal in over a year.
my screenname barely suites me as it is...
but today is just one of those days.
i feel so sad for so many people, myself included. what has happened this weekend shook the stillness of everyday life.
it seems that this is the beginning of the rest of our lives, just a little more reality has set in.
i look back on all these crappy little drama queen posts i wrote and i realised how much ive grown since then.
as good as those times were, its time for reality now.
where death happens, and relationships fall apart.
where people start getting married, and kids are born.
where careers start, and highschool ends.
where playing with sand and shovels becomes writing formal essays...
i miss everyone from highschool that ive lost touch with.
i also miss that one person i will never see again.
i wish i said more, instead of just laugh at his jokes and walk away.
when i told my parents all they said is "well, thats life, as sad as it is its just something that you have to deal with"
i suppose loosing two old friends in the past few monthes really was a wake up call.
...but wow. so soon.
it makes me worry that much more about the people i love and care about.
my screenname barely suites me as it is...
but today is just one of those days.
i feel so sad for so many people, myself included. what has happened this weekend shook the stillness of everyday life.
it seems that this is the beginning of the rest of our lives, just a little more reality has set in.
i look back on all these crappy little drama queen posts i wrote and i realised how much ive grown since then.
as good as those times were, its time for reality now.
where death happens, and relationships fall apart.
where people start getting married, and kids are born.
where careers start, and highschool ends.
where playing with sand and shovels becomes writing formal essays...
i miss everyone from highschool that ive lost touch with.
i also miss that one person i will never see again.
i wish i said more, instead of just laugh at his jokes and walk away.
when i told my parents all they said is "well, thats life, as sad as it is its just something that you have to deal with"
i suppose loosing two old friends in the past few monthes really was a wake up call.
...but wow. so soon.
it makes me worry that much more about the people i love and care about.