arg.......

[bounky17]

Ok....So there's this guy at my school (who shall remain nameless) that I don't really "like", but I don't hate him either. Mainly because sometimes he and his friends think they are better than everyone else. Anyway... So I ask my friend why she was invited to his party and I wasn't (he doesn't...or shouldn't know that I don't like him). She asked his mom and she said that it's because he doesn't like me. When asked why she said "My son doesn't like René because he thinks that René doesn't like him for know reason." WTF? This is crazy! I have never once expressed my dislike for this person in anyway. Hell, I even let him get away with eating my damn KFC biscuit. It's not even that I don't like this person, because he is a good person. I just don't like his negative attitude toward people and things that I am close to. We just don't see eye to eye on certain things. The worse part is is that he pretended to like me by being nice and having his mom be nice when deep down they both don't like me. Now I'm pissed because they both practically lied when they were being nice to me, I've never done anything wrong to this person, and I have never really been told that someone doesn't like me that bluntly before. It hurts. I've never met a person that doesn't like me...i think. Well that's not true. Not everybody likes me and that's usually because I have done something to them. But in this case, I have done absolutely nothing wrong! This is depressing. I'm hurt. I'm over it. If this person tries to talk to me, he can kiss my ass becuase I never did anything to him to not like me and I think his reasoning for not liking me is lame. If he finds out how upset this made me he's probably going to try and be the good guy and "straighten things out". But that's not gonna happen. You can't just say you like someone because they feel bad if you don't. So if he comes up to me and says shit how it's not true and he never said he doesn't like me, I'll know he's lying. I have the urge to punch him in the face...I would never do it, but I want to and It would probably feel really good.

More stuff making me bitchy...another nameless persone has been neglecting me lately and it's getting old. I really consider this person a good friend but I feel like I'm just in the back of her mind. I don't do that to her.

If any of these people or anyone else for that matter piss me off...shit is about to go down!