Nov 20, 2005 12:06
I can't believe thay actually took GOF away from me!!!! I paid a hellofalot of money for that and I was supposed to go tih mel who i haven't seen in like two years. SHe's probably pissed at me. And then I really wanted to go to jhenell's party, but I couldn't do that either. I had to babysit...against my will. I made $40 so I guess that's ok. I don't think I'll be allowed to go anywhere for the next lifetime and I didn't even do anything!
I was contemplating auditioning for BIG but now I'm not so sure. I think I belong under the stage (in the pit) rather than on it. I don't have the nerves to auditon. I don't know how these people do it.
If i don't see GOF within the next week I think i'm going to explode.
I need a job but I'm running out of time.
Life...