holyfuck

[boundtopackitup]

I am so sick of other people telling me what's good for me or what i should be doing. Or telling me where i should and shouldn't be. No one knows. Don't ever say something bad about ANY of my friends or what we choose to do or not do. That pisses me off more than anything and I went off and I yelled and it take A LOT for me to do that. am i right? FUCK the layndry lady. haha. Oh man i think i need to get out of here soon erthan i thought. I am not someone who is going to be molded into what you want. I don't want to go to school and pay money to learn a bunch of bull shit when i can do it on my own. I just need my friends and that's all. that's all i want right now more than anything. There are very few people that really understand where i'm coming from and I just need to be around them right now more than anything or i am going to go crazy. Even though i want to get out of maine if that's where the people i care about are then that's where i want to be and we will make the best of it together because we're in this together. I don't care if it's giving up. I don't care if people think i'm better than that. Why do i have to be any of those things. why isn't what makes me happy enough anymore?
BLAH. Okay. i'm done i'm going to find something to pacify this.