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Over this past weekend I decided to bleach my hair from midnight blue to dye it pink. My mom gave me some old clothes to wear so that she didn't get any dye on my black clothes. She handed me a faded tshirt and a pair of shorts. I looked at the T-shirt and I asked if she could just let me wear what I was wearing- she said If i wanted to ruin them yes. I turned around and started preparing the bleach and I told her that I didn't like wearing short sleeved shirts because It was always cold in the house.
"Why do you want a longsleeved shirt for? Is it because you're cutting yourself?"
It came out so subtle from her mouth I hesitated before I just brushed it off. She finished her little speech by saying "You think I'm stupid don't you? You better snap out of that little phase quick." She left the room. I just sat there a little dumbfounded and didn't say another word to her all day. I guess it doesn't suprise me that she found out- althought I really don't know how she found out- and that scares me more than her telling anyone- or sending me to the dr. She knows I have problems, and her herself gives me the pills and the alcohol. I'm really not sure how this is going to go down. Considering I never broke any of the four rules to live by.
1) Don't use needles
2) No smoking
3) No snorting
4) No huffing.
I guess that I'm just going to have to slow it down or find somewhere else to cut considering that I have softball coming up.
"Why do you want a longsleeved shirt for? Is it because you're cutting yourself?"
It came out so subtle from her mouth I hesitated before I just brushed it off. She finished her little speech by saying "You think I'm stupid don't you? You better snap out of that little phase quick." She left the room. I just sat there a little dumbfounded and didn't say another word to her all day. I guess it doesn't suprise me that she found out- althought I really don't know how she found out- and that scares me more than her telling anyone- or sending me to the dr. She knows I have problems, and her herself gives me the pills and the alcohol. I'm really not sure how this is going to go down. Considering I never broke any of the four rules to live by.
1) Don't use needles
2) No smoking
3) No snorting
4) No huffing.
I guess that I'm just going to have to slow it down or find somewhere else to cut considering that I have softball coming up.