Sep 15, 2004 23:38
so what the fuck is it with the whole christian/jesus trend goin on with everyone???????? fuck! it's fucking pathetic, i'm so tired of this shit. people using this whole jesus thing as a fucking fashion statement, as there trophy, as a way to make themselves look good, as a way to be stood out from others, a way to make friends or a new way of hanging out. jesus christ. no i don't want to go to your church, no i don't want to go to your fucking bible study. you make it so clear that you want others to know that your reading your bible and doin bible study. you try to so hard to make sure eveyone knows your trying to learn what god has to offer. your just like the fucking pharisee's in the bible, who preach the word on the streets and pray in public, but only do it to be noticed and for recognition. quit living your fucking life in the clouds, when someone becomes so obsessed with god that all they can do is pray 24/7, read the bible 24/7, go to church fucking 3 times a week or more, and can't even write about anything in your livejournal except how good god is...your pathetic. you live on earth, act like it. so lame when people become so obsessed they can't even be realistic anymore. i know cuz i've done it for many ears when i was younger and used to be one of those christians. i'm not arguing god's existence, even i believe that. but christianity is nothing but a way to make yourself a back up plan. an insurance plan. something to fall back on. it's a weekness, nobody wants to just admit that we are just here and chillen and that we can learn from our own mistakes. us as humans are taught so well from society that we always need a way out, a back up plan. christianity makes yourself feel better, and they use it to do just that. makes yourself feel better cuz you think it will save you from hell, cuz face it, if you didn't care about goin to hell, why would christianity even exist or people even follow it???? quit being week, quit running to someone else for your problems, work on them yourself, it's the only way your gonna learn. if someone does it for you, you aren't gonna learn shit. you learn best by doin it yourself and learning from your mistakes. if you think god can help you...fine, there's nothing wrong with that, but don't become so oblivious to life and reality and so obsessed with god that you loose sight of who you are on this earth. don't use god as your trophy, and don't use it to meet some new people or cuz your friends are. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!
and what the fuck is it lately, i've wanted to hang out like everyday, and called people alot, although it can't be too late, and no one calls back or does shit or wants to do shit. fuck people. i sat home bored all fucking day after work and didn't do a fucking thing. where is everyone and what is everyone doing????????