School sucks the penis.
I felt you slip away
Far away from me
Further from me
You seem to drift far away
I caught myself wishing you back, as i fight to catch you
From Autumn To Ashes rocks my socks.
Today was alright i guess, well it was alright in the begining of the day and then towards the last few periods i got really depressed. I dont know why but i was just so tired and upset, for no reason at all. School's been really stressing me out lately and i dont think i'm doing very well in my classes which is really bad because i dont want to get grounded again, and i really want to kill mrs. jaworsky. On top of that i'm almost positive that i failed both the quizes i had today, and i failed my drivers test for the SECOND fucking time. I just wish it was summer already. And of course i couldn't leave school after it ended because i HAVE to stay after, but i guess it wasnt so bad because sarah stayed after with me and then she got a ride home so i talked to russ and some other people for a while. It felt really good to actually talk to someone outside of the group of people that i'm always with. I just want the feeling i get when i'm around people to go away. Whenever i'm actually haveing a good conversation with someone, i start to feel awkward and i just want to be alone, but then on the other hand, when i'm alone, i hate it. Ugh, i'm so retarded. And really tired, but i don't have time for sleep because i have guitar tonight, and as much as i love it, i really dont want to go.
grr...I need alex.
Far away from me
Further from me
You seem to drift far away
I caught myself wishing you back, as i fight to catch you
From Autumn To Ashes rocks my socks.
Today was alright i guess, well it was alright in the begining of the day and then towards the last few periods i got really depressed. I dont know why but i was just so tired and upset, for no reason at all. School's been really stressing me out lately and i dont think i'm doing very well in my classes which is really bad because i dont want to get grounded again, and i really want to kill mrs. jaworsky. On top of that i'm almost positive that i failed both the quizes i had today, and i failed my drivers test for the SECOND fucking time. I just wish it was summer already. And of course i couldn't leave school after it ended because i HAVE to stay after, but i guess it wasnt so bad because sarah stayed after with me and then she got a ride home so i talked to russ and some other people for a while. It felt really good to actually talk to someone outside of the group of people that i'm always with. I just want the feeling i get when i'm around people to go away. Whenever i'm actually haveing a good conversation with someone, i start to feel awkward and i just want to be alone, but then on the other hand, when i'm alone, i hate it. Ugh, i'm so retarded. And really tired, but i don't have time for sleep because i have guitar tonight, and as much as i love it, i really dont want to go.
grr...I need alex.