timing

Nov 27, 2005 02:13

so many tears.
can't take the non-explicitive
absence of another beloved musician.
forgiving my father was not easy.
it took years upon many more.
i got the formula down now.

i think i get the drift.
i fall too easily, i guess, but...
i'll still love you.
i'll still love your music.
i really am the greatest fan of your life.

my basement and my heart will never be the same though.

coming home ain't the same either.

father ignorantly painted black over my white.
summer tried to ignite my night.
i befriend the bold and get left in the cold.

my broken heart
healed a bit today when
a dozen red roses were
delivered my way.

... and I realized a few things...
my father has never given me flowers.
i was the greatest song he never wrote.
there is no right time except for right now.
i need to love and be loved in return.
MY greatest fan sent a dozen soft, sweetly scented smiles
that ate my pain.
i definately have abandonment issues.
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