Old Love Letters
Are fabulous to read. In light of my recent promotion to fiance, I found these old ones while rummaging through email. They really help to characterize how I feel right now. Those who are sick of Shoghi/Lily propoganda should avert their eyes. AVERT THY EYES!
From Shoghi to Me:
Everything I am today I wouldnt be if it weren't for you. You have an understanding of yourself and myself that I may never completely comprehend, but as long as I can draw from it, learn how to delve deep into you, into myself...i feel theres nothing we cant do. I adore you, my love.I deeply thank whatever and whoever saw fit to bring us together..even if thats us.8)
From me to Shoghi:
"I miss your crooked tooth...
Smiling at me from across the table, turning your suave, sexy, adult sensuality into a boyish grin that I find completely irresistible.
I am delirious, Shoghi. Completely consumed, utterly annihilated by the intense love I feel for you. Revolutionized, beautified, it recalls the abandonment of how I felt two and a half years ago, when you and I first realized an undeniable calling for one another emanated from our cores. Back then, we asked ourselves over and over "Are we crazy? Who are we to think ourselves so fortunate, to have fallen wholly in love with someone I never knew I knew?". Back then, our logic affirmed insanity, but now, our experiences of the last couple months/years testify to a magnificient foresight. We were so right, and we still are... And it feels so wonderful to know it, so wondeful to once again feel the deliriousness of lust and love supported by a universal affirmation of "yes." Yes to you, yes to me, yes to us and all our dreams, cracked, changed, refitted and reajusted, but our dreams nonetheless.
I love you, Shoghi"