Dreams
Well I have been having some really intense dreams recently. Those kid of dreams where you wake up and for a little while you can't remember if it was a dream, or whether that really did happen, because you've felt it so strongly. So I've been waking up feeling sad and disturbed. It's really odd. It's gone both ways. I've dreamt that I've had things that I wish I had, but don't. So waking up is sad cause I felt things in those dreams that I haven't felt in ages but wish I could feel again. Or I've said things in my dreams to get years of feelings off my chest. Only to find out that no that didn't really happen, and those feelings are still deep within in me. Either way, this needs to stop cause I'm waking up feeling crap. Maybe I should just take a sedative to knock myself out cause this is ridiculous...