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Okay. All I have to say is AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHSDLKFKSGLNSLKDFAGNJARSJKDFNKJVNCXKLJHBVCKJHBD;TIOSGJZDLKFMVNZKLXCJHBVIDUFZHFSZDKJNFLZCKX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I was at the Subway by walmart with my mom. I went outside and I was just standing there while she refilled her drink. I was watching the cars go by in the walmart parking lot, and I saw this red head, but I didn't think much of it. Then I was like WAIT. I looked again. YES. THAT'S HIS FUCKING CAR. THAT'S HIM!!!!! His window was down and he was close enough to me that he would've heard if I'd yelled, but he was far enough that I'd look like a huge moron doing it. So all I could do was watch him drive away. You don't even understand the agony of it. I'm bad with distances, so I really couldn't tell you how close he was. It was also close enough that I could've run and caught up with him because the light was red. But yeah, let me go running across the walmart parking lot in heels and nice clothes in the rain yelling "Michael." I definitely think that'd make him want me, don't you? Right.
I seriously am about to tear my hair out. I don't know if I'm upset or angry or annoyed or what. I just know I could scream for the next three days and still not be over it.
So I was at the Subway by walmart with my mom. I went outside and I was just standing there while she refilled her drink. I was watching the cars go by in the walmart parking lot, and I saw this red head, but I didn't think much of it. Then I was like WAIT. I looked again. YES. THAT'S HIS FUCKING CAR. THAT'S HIM!!!!! His window was down and he was close enough to me that he would've heard if I'd yelled, but he was far enough that I'd look like a huge moron doing it. So all I could do was watch him drive away. You don't even understand the agony of it. I'm bad with distances, so I really couldn't tell you how close he was. It was also close enough that I could've run and caught up with him because the light was red. But yeah, let me go running across the walmart parking lot in heels and nice clothes in the rain yelling "Michael." I definitely think that'd make him want me, don't you? Right.
I seriously am about to tear my hair out. I don't know if I'm upset or angry or annoyed or what. I just know I could scream for the next three days and still not be over it.