I think my town is too small..
You would think a town of 158,000 people you would go out all the time and meet new people. And maybe you would see them around, and maybe you would never see them again. Such just does not seem to be the case. I went out the other night, and met a girl i think is cute. She's a good dancer, and (insert laundry list of qualities we like).. blah blah. so i tell her ( and i am HORRIBLE at this) that i think she's cute. She kinda says oh thanks, you're pretty.. but i didn't get a whole hearted feeling of genuine meaning behind that.. so im embarrassed. and im thinking oh crap.. now i can never go to the gay events in town again cause maybe i will run into this girl that really isn't feeling me and i will feel lame and awkward.. Great!
So i am at work today, and go to Aroma's to get some coffee.. and she's there. Oh not as a paying customer, or even one of the loyal Aroma's crew who hang out smoking too much at the RR tracks, she works there. Now i am feeling weird about even going to get coffee, cause i feel like an ass for telling her i was attracted in the first place. The positive side is that i got a smile and a "hey you!" so maybe i wasn't too off-base to tell her. or maybe she's just being nice, and won't actually tell me that im not her type.. am i overanalyzing?