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today is one of those 'everything is soooo beautiful' days.
I had a panic attack today: I dont want to leave seattle, the cafe, the people, my home. fear of loneliness, artistic stagnation, fear of letting go.
I also danced and danced to this crazy mexican music until I fell over, had tea and tra la la'd my way on to the internet here. I like sleeping the day away and staying at the cafe forever and not seeing so many people but simultaneously seeing most of the people I need to see and smoking too many cigarettes and drinking too much coffee and going to the bar at seven in the morning only to stumle out into the blinding 10 in the morning sun looking like a drunk ragamuffin. I like hoodies that are far too big and slippers that barely protect your feet and adorbly ugly frog puppets that you win at bingo (his name is gulliver gregory flinn). thanks for the heartache and I'll see you in the morning, love.
I had a panic attack today: I dont want to leave seattle, the cafe, the people, my home. fear of loneliness, artistic stagnation, fear of letting go.
I also danced and danced to this crazy mexican music until I fell over, had tea and tra la la'd my way on to the internet here. I like sleeping the day away and staying at the cafe forever and not seeing so many people but simultaneously seeing most of the people I need to see and smoking too many cigarettes and drinking too much coffee and going to the bar at seven in the morning only to stumle out into the blinding 10 in the morning sun looking like a drunk ragamuffin. I like hoodies that are far too big and slippers that barely protect your feet and adorbly ugly frog puppets that you win at bingo (his name is gulliver gregory flinn). thanks for the heartache and I'll see you in the morning, love.