My life is strange
In a moment of clarity - I realized something strange. I have my greatest understanding of myself as the pieces of me shatter into millions of other smaller pieces. It's then I realize I have the opportunity to reshape the new ones, leave out the ones that I don't like, and emerge (slowly) transformed into a slightly wiser, calmer and more centered me. The problem is, my process for this isn't calm. It isn't healthy. I literally have to come apart at the seams to do this. It's sort of like a wild fire. Everything goes, but slowly, new life grows, and the birds come back.... I just wish I didn't have to lose their song for that period of time....
My moment of clarity just now...it came as I watched a piece of me falling away.
My moment of clarity just now...it came as I watched a piece of me falling away.