PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!

Aug 24, 2006 19:01

hiii!!!!

Prelims are OVER! over! yay!

PSLE oral was terrible, typically. For english i totally messed up by talking about LOADS of rubbish, and for chinese i dunno how to say that this boy was playing with the water, so i sais 这个男同学在弄水。我认为他不应该这样做因为他在作弄那个同学。。。 AIYO. gonna die

and prelims... was not bad lah, i studied. english was ok, maths was ok. wat a shock, i finished in like, one hour 15 mins. chinese was not too bad, lao shi said that i got above 75! yay! :D

anyway, on the day of chinese exam, so many people got accepted to RGS. EXCEPT ME. all my frens u noe. I noe, as a fren, i should be happy for them and all, but i just oculdnt bring myself to be happy. i was just so JEALOUS, and unhappy, and moody. Of course i tried to be happy in school. After everyone left i was very moody, i couldnt really concentrate on science... and when i went home i shouted at my parents, locked myself in my room and started crying. i noe, really childish right? i just want to be accepted SO BADLY. i want to be RGS's first choice. Everyone is gloating about it in school, and that of course made me feel even worse. No one seems to care about the people who have NOT received their emails (aka got rejected) feelings. Insensitive idiots

Yeah, and for science, i already minused four marks, so im gonna fail, and die. The end.

Tmrw i think i am going out with lianne, sarah and shao wei. Who all got accepted to RGS of course. I feel so odd. Everyone just seems to be better than me, dont they? AM I BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE? DO I EXCEL IN ANYTHING? no. no. no. i dont excel in english, my maths, chinese, and science ,all suck, and my ss is ok, but RGS doesnt care about SS, do they? or they would have accepted me, seeing that i once got 93. something % for my SS exam last year. Which was the second highest in the whole level. but thats kind of a one off thing. but of course, they dont care. So, to sum it up, i suck. i am the biggest idiot on earth and i deserve to die.
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