plegh.
I'm tired this morning.
But I'm getting lots of things taken care of today.
Windfola gets her tires rotated and oil changed and maybe a washing.
Cell phone gets figured out so that I can take it back home with me.
Tomorrow I am getting a new windshield.
I'm teaching Relief Society on Sunday. It's a long lesson, too.
I don't know what I'm doing with it, yet.
I need to be working on an incomplete course.
And I have to not be dragged into honor stuff again this next year.
I have to say no.
Peggy never called me back.
Pook.
Mom made me go shopping with her and she bought me clothes.
This was so against my will.
And it's odd for me to wear new stuff.
Things not from goodwill or the free pile.
Strange.
And I don't think I want to get used to it.
Maybe.
I am positively feeling the pressure to make decisions about the Future.
I have so many ideas and no clue how to choose or accomplish them.
And money is always an issue and the deadlines are coming quickly.
What am I doing with my life?!
How am I supposed to decide and then do it?
I want to do everything.
Does anyone ever feel ready to enter the real world?
Cause I don't!
I think sometime I want to take an entire enrty and record all the wishes and desires and dreams and goals I have.
I had a dream the other night that Casey Adams showed up at school this fall.
And no one knew why he'd come home early.
but he seemed happy and he looked good.
And it was sort of nice to have him back, but sort of uncomfortable, too.
I should go. okay.
Lauren
But I'm getting lots of things taken care of today.
Windfola gets her tires rotated and oil changed and maybe a washing.
Cell phone gets figured out so that I can take it back home with me.
Tomorrow I am getting a new windshield.
I'm teaching Relief Society on Sunday. It's a long lesson, too.
I don't know what I'm doing with it, yet.
I need to be working on an incomplete course.
And I have to not be dragged into honor stuff again this next year.
I have to say no.
Peggy never called me back.
Pook.
Mom made me go shopping with her and she bought me clothes.
This was so against my will.
And it's odd for me to wear new stuff.
Things not from goodwill or the free pile.
Strange.
And I don't think I want to get used to it.
Maybe.
I am positively feeling the pressure to make decisions about the Future.
I have so many ideas and no clue how to choose or accomplish them.
And money is always an issue and the deadlines are coming quickly.
What am I doing with my life?!
How am I supposed to decide and then do it?
I want to do everything.
Does anyone ever feel ready to enter the real world?
Cause I don't!
I think sometime I want to take an entire enrty and record all the wishes and desires and dreams and goals I have.
I had a dream the other night that Casey Adams showed up at school this fall.
And no one knew why he'd come home early.
but he seemed happy and he looked good.
And it was sort of nice to have him back, but sort of uncomfortable, too.
I should go. okay.
Lauren