Mar 29, 2005 18:40
My parents decided to move away, into a new place, with new walls, with a new smell, a new dimension. I know exactly how things are going to be. WE can't afford a house so that's why we don't live in one now. Somehow they expect moving in with my aunt will improve things( don't get me wrong I love my aunt) but I really don't like when she lives around my mom goes through this whole "My life is so hard" bullshit with her, and now living with her in a place we can't afford, somewhere new, distant from people (that I don't know yet) and I'm really hoping it won't be and that I will have to ask for a ride into to town EVERYDAY because I know it won't happen. I'm already not for this idea and somehow I think it is going to go through anyway. They say it will make them happier but they never are. With or totaly without money they are always unhappy. Life isn't so bad. My sister and I make it just find without all the stupid materialistic things my parents so want to possesse. I kind of like it where I am "The White Ghetto" I can deal with it hear. I know my way around home, buses come every so often and my friends live all around me. School is close and shit is pretty ok. Alright I don't live in the nicest but I really don't give a shit because it's home to me but right now it's feeling more like a temporary living quarters. We scratch by but it's better then what we can do in a house. I just hope things work out ok