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bou_san

33 [voice post]

Nov 22, 2008 16:43

[today he does not sound as calm and collected as he normally does. In fact, he sounds panicky, and even a little scared.]

Why are they following me? I never- I didn't hurt any of them! I never meant to...

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regretful, sad monk is sad, event, i don't emo i just get sad sometimes, wat do i do, sins event

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hrlsoldier November 23 2008, 19:19:23 UTC

... Bou-san?

Don't be scared.

bou_san November 24 2008, 00:18:32 UTC

I'm not scared, just...

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I can't express it well.

hrlsoldier November 24 2008, 02:44:13 UTC

If you're scared, I ... how am I supposed to not be scared, then?

bou_san November 24 2008, 02:57:31 UTC

It's not the beings that scare me, Soma-chan. It's...

Have you ever done something and then regretted it later on?

hrlsoldier November 24 2008, 03:17:51 UTC

... yes. You know what I've done. It's worse than anything you could have done, Bou-san.

So you should be okay. You're just here to help people, right? Because you're a monk.

bou_san November 24 2008, 03:33:26 UTC

Mmm. I didn't mean to make you feel bad saying that, Soma-chan. And really, it's not about who's bad and who's worse. We all ended up here, after all.

hrlsoldier November 24 2008, 04:06:27 UTC

Ah ... that's true.

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Why are they following you, too? You've always been nice...

bou_san November 24 2008, 04:08:00 UTC

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I hurt people. Not physically, though. Emotionally.

hrlsoldier November 24 2008, 04:51:16 UTC

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Everyone does that sometimes.

bou_san November 24 2008, 05:06:04 UTC

Even so, I hurt some people pretty badly. I mean, I never MEANT to hurt them, but I still did. And it was all for a pretty selfish reason, too.

hrlsoldier November 24 2008, 06:24:03 UTC

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What did you do? You can tell me.

bou_san November 24 2008, 06:35:59 UTC

Well...I told you that I was in a band back home, right?

hrlsoldier November 24 2008, 07:01:09 UTC

You played bass, which is like a guitar, not a fish.

bou_san November 24 2008, 12:25:52 UTC

Yes, that's right.

Well, people in a band usually have lots of fans. My band isn't world-renowned or anything, but we did have quite a few dedicated fans. And a lot of them were young women, too. And...well, you know how I like to flirt with girls, especially pretty ones.

But I never meant for it to be anything serious. It was all just for fun for me. But I guess some of the girls might've taken my flirting a little too seriously, and they thought I actually liked them. And then they were bound to get their hearts broken when they saw me flirt with another girl, too.

So I guess that's why I'm here. Even though I never meant to hurt anyone, I broke a lot of hearts.

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