Shou x Hiroto [1/?]
Title: On my own
Author: Bou-Chanxox aka LFA
Genre: angst,lemon, Drama, Horror
Ratings: R
Parings/Characters: Shou x Hiroto [Alice Nine]
Comments: I was bored and yeah I needed to write something so here it is<3..
Sypnosis: No it wasn't a rape ,he permitted it , he was too drunk to know what would happen with him.
Warning: Rape Inside ((Later not yet)) and much blood >_>..
Part: 1/?..
''Hnnnnnn...''
Hiroto rolled in his bed, he couldn't stop thinking about the day they met, It wasn't a bad experience.
The bathroom, their bodies near eachother while his friend were with him, he needed to stop thinking about it.
But he couldn't, it felt like he was in love with him.
The rape..
No it wasn't a rape ,he permitted it , he was too drunk to know what would happen with him.
Hiroto gave a little sigh and hold the blanket under his nose scared that 'He' would come back.
He sobbed a little and started to cry.
Why..why didnt he resist the older man...?
He cried more and heard a knock on his door.
''Ne, Hiroto-Kun , Daijoubu?''
Hiroto didn't answer and saw his room mate walking in.
He looked at the younger man which still was sobbing quietly.
He laid his arm around Hiroto.
''Ne, what bothers you?..''
He wiped the younger man his tears away.
''There is nothing,Shou-Kun..''
Hiroto tried to smile.
''You can lie better then that right?-_-;;''
''Iie..''
Shou sighed and looked at the younger man.
The rape..
Why a rape?!?!?!
He sobbed again.
I couldn't push the older man off me..
He was to strong..
((note: we are looking through Hiroto his eyes thats why I typed; 'I'))
The bathroom..
Why was I in the bathroom...?
I got dragged in it...
When Hiroto looked up he saw the concerned face of his roommate.
After I woke up the huge pain//
Slices in my chest, everywhere, blood...
Blood... everywhere in the room..
Stabs..
He looked at this chest,
There was a wound.
From one of the stabs.
Who did this to me...?
He bit his lip.
Shou saw that Hiroto started to tremble and hugged him closely.
Hiroto cried on Shou his chest.
''Why me...?!''
He felt Shou his warm embrace.
''He was just jealous off you....''
Shou held him close, wanting that this wouldn't happen again.
He felt a huge pain going through his heart.
It was his fault... he needed to stay with Hiroto.. since it was his koi..
The unwanted touchings..
Pain, shivering,alone,alcohol...
Headaches,bloodloss,sadness,crying..
Hiroto bit his lip again, this time his lip started to bleed, he tasted his own blood, the ironic taste..
He stood up out off the bed, he needed something.
Something to let him think, no not think, something to make him warm..
He walked to the kitchen, he shoved his roommate away from him.
''Gomen...''
He needed some tea, and a writing block.
What ever happend that night, it didn't felt good, it creeped him even out, he needed to talk with someone about it.
It didn't matter who, this just bothered him too much.
He put the teapot on the desk, the warmth..He started to sob a little, the pain in his chest was unbearable.
That stupid night....
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A/N
People, It isn't over yet...
Just you guys wait!!!
XD
*giggles*
~LFA / Bou_chanxox