The Routine
Too much time on my hands. I find myself in the same routine, every day. The same ole same ole isn't much of a problem. I can deal with that. But, I get angry...totally pissed off around the same time every day. That, is what I'm sick of. Granted, its only been about a month....and it takes time I know. But being out here with abso-fuggin-lutely nothing to do gives you plenty of time to replay past events. I was doing great for the last few weeks. No contact, no IM's, No E-mails. Out of site, out of mind. AAAhhhh dammit. Just go away. Drop of the face of the earth. Die. Whatever, I don't want to hear anymore....but I have to. Looks like the Final Date will be sometime after May 10th. But I'm sure 'something' will come up, where she has to get me to sign something....or one more issue...or blah fuggin blah. Oh well.
People...People want to join me out here. Yeah, we need the help...but people that I thought would NEVER consider comming are thinking it through. Which brings up another delima for me. They want me to stay longer. And, in all actuality....I could. I'm now in the perfect situation to stay. No ties back stateside....and If I get more friends out here, then it's better times for all. Who knows, I got right at 5 months left. Keith leaves in less than 3. Then I get a raise. And after my year mark....I get to re-negiotate my $. Basicly, they are hurting for Qualified "me's" the most. So, I'm gonna throw up some nice number...and if they don't like it...then I'm gone.
Tards...The people that are in charge of making decisions, are always in the worst position to make them. These people have no idea what they are doing...and yet because they are in a position TO make a decision, they think it is the RIGHT decision. Oh well, it happens all the time. Then they realize they've messed up...and waste MORE time and money putting things back to they way they were. If you would have listened to me in the first place...all this could have been avoided. Oh well, I get overtime when they screw up...so I guess I should encourage them to make as many stupid suggestions as possible.
People...People want to join me out here. Yeah, we need the help...but people that I thought would NEVER consider comming are thinking it through. Which brings up another delima for me. They want me to stay longer. And, in all actuality....I could. I'm now in the perfect situation to stay. No ties back stateside....and If I get more friends out here, then it's better times for all. Who knows, I got right at 5 months left. Keith leaves in less than 3. Then I get a raise. And after my year mark....I get to re-negiotate my $. Basicly, they are hurting for Qualified "me's" the most. So, I'm gonna throw up some nice number...and if they don't like it...then I'm gone.
Tards...The people that are in charge of making decisions, are always in the worst position to make them. These people have no idea what they are doing...and yet because they are in a position TO make a decision, they think it is the RIGHT decision. Oh well, it happens all the time. Then they realize they've messed up...and waste MORE time and money putting things back to they way they were. If you would have listened to me in the first place...all this could have been avoided. Oh well, I get overtime when they screw up...so I guess I should encourage them to make as many stupid suggestions as possible.