an actual update...wooo
i've clicked on 'update journal' so many times but just never did it. so we'll see if i make it through this time. haven't updated for more than a month i believe. so here it goes
i decided to do elite again this year. i get too fat not doing it haha. tonight was our first practice but i really miss our old team. i know it was only the first day but our team is full of fake-n-bake, dyed blonde hair, skinny ass girls. so yeah, wonderful. we all know i fit right in ha.a lot of things about today really bugged me, but i won't get into that. at least my girl jenny is still on the team! yay :) i love her.
work is...work. i want to get a job as a massage therapist somewhere and i know of 2 places that are hiring. at the one place, dan's cousin, lisa is in charge of interviewing massage therapists so that's kick ass.
school is alright...only going on monday's now which is really nice. i have the rest of the week to do whatever(besides work and working at the clinic at school). after i turn in 2 elective summaries that i have been putting off forever, i will no longer be on probation! woo go me
i've finally decided to start working out on our elliptical machine everyday and i've already cut back on what i eat. i really need to lose some weight :\ i hate when i say that and people always yell at me that i am skinny. just because i seem skinny to you, doesn't mean i am, cause when i'm at home, not sucking in stomach, and fucking size 5's are tight on me trust me, i don't look good. i used to fit into a one......don't worry, i'm not gonna go all eating disorder on ya. just try to be more healthy :)
going up to ferris next weekend! i can hardly wait. it will be so nice to just have a weekend where i don't have to worry about anything at all. T.I. or whatever the fuck his name is(sings bring em out or something like that) will be performing so i get to go see that. you can obviously tell how much i listen to rap haha. hopefully matty goes with me to BR but i'm really doubting he does...can't leave the gf. ass.
went to emerald last sat w/ sarah. it was a good time although i must say fabio(nice name huh?) and abe took a turn for the worse if you will. what a bunch of fuckin weirdos. next time i go, i fully intend on getting plastered and maybe then, i'll go up on stage with you sarah lol.
saving the best for last, danny and i are good as always. love him <3
and that's about it. since it's 2 am now and i am getting up early to work out, i'm going to bed. night
<3
i decided to do elite again this year. i get too fat not doing it haha. tonight was our first practice but i really miss our old team. i know it was only the first day but our team is full of fake-n-bake, dyed blonde hair, skinny ass girls. so yeah, wonderful. we all know i fit right in ha.a lot of things about today really bugged me, but i won't get into that. at least my girl jenny is still on the team! yay :) i love her.
work is...work. i want to get a job as a massage therapist somewhere and i know of 2 places that are hiring. at the one place, dan's cousin, lisa is in charge of interviewing massage therapists so that's kick ass.
school is alright...only going on monday's now which is really nice. i have the rest of the week to do whatever(besides work and working at the clinic at school). after i turn in 2 elective summaries that i have been putting off forever, i will no longer be on probation! woo go me
i've finally decided to start working out on our elliptical machine everyday and i've already cut back on what i eat. i really need to lose some weight :\ i hate when i say that and people always yell at me that i am skinny. just because i seem skinny to you, doesn't mean i am, cause when i'm at home, not sucking in stomach, and fucking size 5's are tight on me trust me, i don't look good. i used to fit into a one......don't worry, i'm not gonna go all eating disorder on ya. just try to be more healthy :)
going up to ferris next weekend! i can hardly wait. it will be so nice to just have a weekend where i don't have to worry about anything at all. T.I. or whatever the fuck his name is(sings bring em out or something like that) will be performing so i get to go see that. you can obviously tell how much i listen to rap haha. hopefully matty goes with me to BR but i'm really doubting he does...can't leave the gf. ass.
went to emerald last sat w/ sarah. it was a good time although i must say fabio(nice name huh?) and abe took a turn for the worse if you will. what a bunch of fuckin weirdos. next time i go, i fully intend on getting plastered and maybe then, i'll go up on stage with you sarah lol.
saving the best for last, danny and i are good as always. love him <3
and that's about it. since it's 2 am now and i am getting up early to work out, i'm going to bed. night
<3