confession.

Apr 01, 2005 13:20

i have a confession. last night i went to the club. like i alwasy do. and im just going to spit it out i cheated on dane...i made out with some kid i dont even remember his name. i am so mad at myself i dont even know waht to do. i had it perfect, absolutly perfect. i dont know how to tell him. im so dissapointed. knowing that it will be over. i dont know. drunknes is not an excuse for cheating. help me...i cant stop crying. oh god what have i done..

hahaa im such a loser. sorry guys check out the date. i would never do that to my daney poo! i was bored and i just remembered it was April Fools Day today and i havnt done an 'april fools day' joke in years! yea I know taht one was really gay but it was all i could think of. so did i even get anyone to belive it?? be honest. were there and *Gasps* when u read taht?

so anyways back to the update! i got an 80 on my pre calc exam!!! i got a 40 on the first so im very happy. this is the best exam i have done this whole year.

but i did go to the club last night and it was the best time ever. went with kosman, ashley, jared, his friend, and this other kid....tony! i must admit i got wasted. i never drink that much at the club. but it was fun. the ride home was great. we talked about sex so very openly and i only really knew 2 out of the 5. haha we were saying the things you NEVER want to say to peple. espically boys. haha. i loved it. found out some interesting things. you girls should work on something...or maybe the men should actually!!

i think we are going to Ben P and Steve L house tonight. im very excted if we do cuz dane is actually gonna come he finally doesnt have work Sat morning. and another exciting note, he is finallllyyyy gettting a car! wow i dont know what to say to that!! he had one and not even a month after having it he hit a damn deer and smashed his windshild to the point of no return. whatever that means. basically he couldnt drive it. so im happy for him. thinks for looking up for him it seems finally. when i met him one year ago...well over one year ago he had finends over his house EVER night and smoked and drank EVERY night like wow, barley ever worked never had a dollar to his name, a car wasnt even an option ended up losing his house and jumped around living places for a good 3-4 months. and now look at him. a working man making very very good money, a house with his mom so he doesnt do anything stupid, who knows how it will all work out. i love that boy.

YA eliza is coming to URI!!!
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