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So I've learned a lot of things these past few weeks.
#1
There are fewer people around that I can trust than ever before. I feel like I have been betrayed in one way or another. And it isn't pleasing. I hate to admit it, but this is sending me further in my trust difficulty situation. Either that, or maybe I have to seek out new people in my life, reach out to people that I don't really know very well, and make the effort to try and trust them.
Then again, maybe not. When you can't trust having your pocket book unhidden at your uncle's house [from his girlfriend and daughter], what else is there to trust in? He's family. It's honestly terrible to think about.
#2
Good thing I found out: we are hopefully moving into Peabody again, but not into a trailer! Which is pretty good there, and we're hopefully moving upstairs from Davie! And for those of you that don't know, Davie is like a brother to me. He was/is one of my older brother's best friends and we became very close over the years that I have known him. I won't have to deal with my uncle anymore.
Bad thing: There are only two bedrooms. So I am going to get a room made out of a porch. Which is good, because I will be with my family again, I can visit my brother, and I can still hang out with Davie. But I don't know how kool the land lords will be with him building it. We'll have to see.
#3
I went to my first physical therapy appointment today. The lady that I had looked at my back and she said that there was a lot of things that I have to work on in my back. She said that my muscles are really tense around one area, when they should be spread out, and that's partly what's causing all of the pain that I am feeling. I need to learn how to be more mobile with my upper back, and I need to build up strength in my abdomen. But she wants me to get X-rays or an MRI for my neck, because there have been problems with my neck too. She said that she wanted to get all that set and ready before she could really start putting me though all of that therapy. She gave me two exercises to do every day. And she also said that if they hurt me at all, that I shouldn't do them.
I am very excited that I am finally getting help for this thing that has been putting me through so much pain for these past few months.
Well, I guess that's it for right now.
Pizza time <3333
#1
There are fewer people around that I can trust than ever before. I feel like I have been betrayed in one way or another. And it isn't pleasing. I hate to admit it, but this is sending me further in my trust difficulty situation. Either that, or maybe I have to seek out new people in my life, reach out to people that I don't really know very well, and make the effort to try and trust them.
Then again, maybe not. When you can't trust having your pocket book unhidden at your uncle's house [from his girlfriend and daughter], what else is there to trust in? He's family. It's honestly terrible to think about.
#2
Good thing I found out: we are hopefully moving into Peabody again, but not into a trailer! Which is pretty good there, and we're hopefully moving upstairs from Davie! And for those of you that don't know, Davie is like a brother to me. He was/is one of my older brother's best friends and we became very close over the years that I have known him. I won't have to deal with my uncle anymore.
Bad thing: There are only two bedrooms. So I am going to get a room made out of a porch. Which is good, because I will be with my family again, I can visit my brother, and I can still hang out with Davie. But I don't know how kool the land lords will be with him building it. We'll have to see.
#3
I went to my first physical therapy appointment today. The lady that I had looked at my back and she said that there was a lot of things that I have to work on in my back. She said that my muscles are really tense around one area, when they should be spread out, and that's partly what's causing all of the pain that I am feeling. I need to learn how to be more mobile with my upper back, and I need to build up strength in my abdomen. But she wants me to get X-rays or an MRI for my neck, because there have been problems with my neck too. She said that she wanted to get all that set and ready before she could really start putting me though all of that therapy. She gave me two exercises to do every day. And she also said that if they hurt me at all, that I shouldn't do them.
I am very excited that I am finally getting help for this thing that has been putting me through so much pain for these past few months.
Well, I guess that's it for right now.
Pizza time <3333