so confused..

[bottlescalledme]

i want to do whats right
i hate having my brother upset with me
especially because we work together
working with him has benefits and dilemmas
benefits: he can help me whenever
dilemmas: he knows everything that goes on and gets mad at me when i do something
"im doing this for the experience"
but hes still upset
im doing what i feel is right in my heart
even if it kills me to see my brother mad at me.

i love work so much
im not letting this get me down at all
it's just another stepping stone, right?

i have Mr. Huff tonight.. 2 and a half hours with him.. should be fun
all day tomorrow he's here helping out
we'll see what happens

i just want to make this count
i want to let my family know that im not screwing up my life
i want to prove it to them
but i can only do it through actions
actions speak louder than words.

eff.