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Ugh. It feels like i have a million things to say and I have no possible way of saying them. I haven't updated in a longlong time, and so many things have happened, and are happening, that it's seems futile to try and fit them in a few meager paragraphs.
I. So apparently highschool is pretty much over. My last final is on friday, and save for the bothersome entrevue en français on monday, I am finished. For the past however many days and weeks and months I've been reflecting on this whole experience, and while I think i've come to the conclusion that I was anticipating a much more epic and enthralling 3 years, it was pretty interesting. I think i've changed a lot. Well I have and haven't.
II. This past weekend my uncle who i haven't seen in two years came in for a weightlifting compition and brought along with him two world champions. It was kind of odd I guess, they stayed down here in our basement, which is where my room is, but I didn't really talk to them very much. I did, but it was that polite obligatory exchange of words that you just want to stop as soon as you've started. I don't think I can write this, there's too much to say, and I can't say it right now. I had an interesting conversation with my uncle, he's one of those real intellectual types, but it was rather brief, because my parents were there, and I don't really talk to my parents about anything very serious.
I'm going away for most of the summer and I have some big dreams. With me always is that incredible feeling of anticipation and charged excitement in the front of my shins. I am incredibly disappointed in someone right now, and pissed off.. ugh.. it's not a good feeling. I guess when you have a feeling about someone, you should never dismiss it without fully thinking it through because more and more often it ends up being right. I really want to get a laptop.
-M
I. So apparently highschool is pretty much over. My last final is on friday, and save for the bothersome entrevue en français on monday, I am finished. For the past however many days and weeks and months I've been reflecting on this whole experience, and while I think i've come to the conclusion that I was anticipating a much more epic and enthralling 3 years, it was pretty interesting. I think i've changed a lot. Well I have and haven't.
II. This past weekend my uncle who i haven't seen in two years came in for a weightlifting compition and brought along with him two world champions. It was kind of odd I guess, they stayed down here in our basement, which is where my room is, but I didn't really talk to them very much. I did, but it was that polite obligatory exchange of words that you just want to stop as soon as you've started. I don't think I can write this, there's too much to say, and I can't say it right now. I had an interesting conversation with my uncle, he's one of those real intellectual types, but it was rather brief, because my parents were there, and I don't really talk to my parents about anything very serious.
I'm going away for most of the summer and I have some big dreams. With me always is that incredible feeling of anticipation and charged excitement in the front of my shins. I am incredibly disappointed in someone right now, and pissed off.. ugh.. it's not a good feeling. I guess when you have a feeling about someone, you should never dismiss it without fully thinking it through because more and more often it ends up being right. I really want to get a laptop.
-M