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So much has happened, and yet nothing has happened. That's the way things always seem to turn out. They are and they're not. It is but it isn't. Maybe it's just easier if that's how we look at things, noticing the progression and the stagnation. ANYWAYS.
This has certainly been an odd week. I promised myself that this week I would go to all of my classes, or at the very least be marked present for all of them which was surprisingly difficult considering that the building wasn't even open today..gah. It's just so goddamn frusterating being penned up in that place... there is absolutely no intellectual stimulation. Fuck, if it were not for psychology or euro history this year would be an absolute waste of my time. The only time I actually learn something interesting is having one on one conversations with some of my teachers. There must be some solution to standardized education. It's sad that I skip class to go to the library just so this craving can be sated.
The other day someone I really respect told me that I had a brilliant mind. I guess I was kind of surprised because no one has ever said that to me, well said it and meant it the way he did. I started my job as a tutor yesterday afternoon, which was actually pretty good.
Gah. I'm being summoned. I guess I'll have to finish this later.
This has certainly been an odd week. I promised myself that this week I would go to all of my classes, or at the very least be marked present for all of them which was surprisingly difficult considering that the building wasn't even open today..gah. It's just so goddamn frusterating being penned up in that place... there is absolutely no intellectual stimulation. Fuck, if it were not for psychology or euro history this year would be an absolute waste of my time. The only time I actually learn something interesting is having one on one conversations with some of my teachers. There must be some solution to standardized education. It's sad that I skip class to go to the library just so this craving can be sated.
The other day someone I really respect told me that I had a brilliant mind. I guess I was kind of surprised because no one has ever said that to me, well said it and meant it the way he did. I started my job as a tutor yesterday afternoon, which was actually pretty good.
Gah. I'm being summoned. I guess I'll have to finish this later.