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Feb 14, 2005 09:27

Maybe I'm just being overly sensitive. But, lately I feel like beating myself up. Sometimes I feel like I didn't try hard enough to breastfeed Ryleigh. Lately there seems to be a flood of breastfeeding pictures, icons, discussions, etc. I rarely get offended by it or at least I try not to. Everyone has their right to their own opinions. Ya know? But I just feel bad about the one I made. It was just so horribly painful that I couldn't take it anymore. I swear sometimes the pain I suffered during breastfeeding was worse than labor. I saw a couple of lactation consultants and such. But, it just didn't help me at all. The creams didn't help. Nothing. Maybe I should of gone to my doctor. Maybe there was something wrong that they could of helped me with. I dunno. I just feel bad.

Ashley
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