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sometimes people piss me off. and i don't understand why they do it; just some of the things they say really get to me and I don't know why.
i keep having weird dreams that have no significance to my life; or they might do I just cba to look them up. or maybe they're just dreams, the things i want to dream about, the people i want to dream about.
it's christmas soon, and yet it just doesn't feel like it should be this close. there's no spirit left at the moment. everythings just a bit dull.
i fucking hate being at home; i feel like it closes me in. i hate it, it depresses me; it makes me cry and be unhappy. i'd rather be at school, away from everything here. i'd rather be with all my friends, even the people i don't like it's weird without them. i never ever want to leave deincourt; and it sounds weird, but i don't. i love it too much and i know when it comes to leaving i'll be crying, and there's nothing that i can do to stop it. but i want to stay forever, no change or anything. i hate change. i want to stay where i am; forever.
i dno what the point in this is really; but i need to say it. just random feelings i guess.
i keep having weird dreams that have no significance to my life; or they might do I just cba to look them up. or maybe they're just dreams, the things i want to dream about, the people i want to dream about.
it's christmas soon, and yet it just doesn't feel like it should be this close. there's no spirit left at the moment. everythings just a bit dull.
i fucking hate being at home; i feel like it closes me in. i hate it, it depresses me; it makes me cry and be unhappy. i'd rather be at school, away from everything here. i'd rather be with all my friends, even the people i don't like it's weird without them. i never ever want to leave deincourt; and it sounds weird, but i don't. i love it too much and i know when it comes to leaving i'll be crying, and there's nothing that i can do to stop it. but i want to stay forever, no change or anything. i hate change. i want to stay where i am; forever.
i dno what the point in this is really; but i need to say it. just random feelings i guess.