love
love is crazy. i've never been in love. but i might be. is it possible to be in love with two people at once? is it possible to be in love with no sexual feelings at all? i am in love with two beautiful girls. they are both gorgeous. they are both of a caliber i would love to lay. but i have no sexual attraction to either. we have conversations. it is something i havent had in a long time. the last people i had conversations like this with were both guys. big, hairy guys. these girls are young, small, and beautiful. but there is no sexual attraction. they understand. they know. they listen. they feel. they hear my thoughts. when i talk about the things i search for people to tell, they listen, know, understand, feel, hear. its amazing. it never lasts. i've had it before. it never lasts. but i love it. it's love. it's in love. its perfect. perfection can't last in an imperfect world. in am imperfect universe. fucking universe.