Sunshine and clouds (and everything proud)
I haven't updated in a long time. I'm really lazy like that. Sorry.
I feel like I should be having productive fun all the time in the summer. I mean, this is pretty much my last summer that i get to not work, so i feel like i need to be making hte most of it. Therefore, when i'm jsut sitting around doing nothing, i start to get restless and get bored really quickly.
July should start being a lot more productively fun pretty soon, though. Tomorrow i'm taking care of Kato, saturday i have a track meet (probably the last of this year, which is a shame becsaue then practice is pretty much over, but good becasue I dont like to compete) and then possibly workign at camp for a couple of days, junor councelling at a science camp for five days, then get back and off to camp again for a week.
That's a lot of camp. Last year was my first time ever, and this year it's three in a row, pretty much. That's assuming i'm going to work at camp, becasue then i have to duck out of the BC championships, which I dont know if I can do. I mean, my parents said that it's up to me, and I really would like to go, but I really hate cancelling stuff, and I don't know if Besnik already thinks I'm goign to go. I hate dissapointing people, and he really seems to think i'll do really well this year. I think his expectations are a bit high for me, somehow.
I'm pretty happy though. In two hours, I'll be doing something more productive (running) which always makes me feel better.
I've been doing a lot of pruning on my music so i can fit it all onto charlie. My ipod. Shut up. I hate taking stuff off, even if i never listen to it, becasue i alwayts feel like sometime in the future, I'll really want it. I had to make room for the Weakerthans, more belle and sebastian, etc. Ah well.
I feel like I should be having productive fun all the time in the summer. I mean, this is pretty much my last summer that i get to not work, so i feel like i need to be making hte most of it. Therefore, when i'm jsut sitting around doing nothing, i start to get restless and get bored really quickly.
July should start being a lot more productively fun pretty soon, though. Tomorrow i'm taking care of Kato, saturday i have a track meet (probably the last of this year, which is a shame becsaue then practice is pretty much over, but good becasue I dont like to compete) and then possibly workign at camp for a couple of days, junor councelling at a science camp for five days, then get back and off to camp again for a week.
That's a lot of camp. Last year was my first time ever, and this year it's three in a row, pretty much. That's assuming i'm going to work at camp, becasue then i have to duck out of the BC championships, which I dont know if I can do. I mean, my parents said that it's up to me, and I really would like to go, but I really hate cancelling stuff, and I don't know if Besnik already thinks I'm goign to go. I hate dissapointing people, and he really seems to think i'll do really well this year. I think his expectations are a bit high for me, somehow.
I'm pretty happy though. In two hours, I'll be doing something more productive (running) which always makes me feel better.
I've been doing a lot of pruning on my music so i can fit it all onto charlie. My ipod. Shut up. I hate taking stuff off, even if i never listen to it, becasue i alwayts feel like sometime in the future, I'll really want it. I had to make room for the Weakerthans, more belle and sebastian, etc. Ah well.