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i am alone...right now..in this place..and in my head.
if i had beer, id drink it. id drink it to fog up my brain and clear these thoughts and feelings.
so its a night i dont want to feel feelings, i am so hurt and angry right now that i hate this feeling, ive always coped with alcohol in the past with previous endings of relationships.
now i just have an empty apartment.
two animals at my side..and friends and family to call and whine and cry to.
i dont want to cry and whine, id rather drink one and stuff my feelings.
life fucking sucks.
i just want to drink. its 12:16 i could walk to the bar and have one right now.
but instead..im on my lame phone typing this bullshit to empty some of the thoughts out of my head. FUCK YOU!
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