I am who I am.
I don't know what to do, I try not to get upset, I am trying to use the tools handed to me to work on things, but it's rough ..
I am at day 33 and I am proud of myself, I really feel no desire to drink right now, not saying it won't occur..but as of today, I am alright, feel good...the last couple of days I've been trying to work on me, make myself happier, and as in happier, I mean happy.
I used to be care free, not worrying about what others think, and what goes on in life unless it majorly affected me..but now living with him, since he worries about EVERYTHING, I have to set myself apart from that, I think after moving in with him and being around him so much I bring myself to his level of worry, depression and disappointment, and I hate it, I know I am going through a lot of changes right now, but I don't think I have to worry, or accept disappointment in my life, I am going to try not to worry when he thinks I am wrong, and stupid, I am going to believe in myself and accept that I have a different outlook, and I will bring myself back to the person I was.. living life happy, loving, and carefree. it's going to happen, and if you don't like it, well. get over it, no apologies from me.
I am at day 33 and I am proud of myself, I really feel no desire to drink right now, not saying it won't occur..but as of today, I am alright, feel good...the last couple of days I've been trying to work on me, make myself happier, and as in happier, I mean happy.
I used to be care free, not worrying about what others think, and what goes on in life unless it majorly affected me..but now living with him, since he worries about EVERYTHING, I have to set myself apart from that, I think after moving in with him and being around him so much I bring myself to his level of worry, depression and disappointment, and I hate it, I know I am going through a lot of changes right now, but I don't think I have to worry, or accept disappointment in my life, I am going to try not to worry when he thinks I am wrong, and stupid, I am going to believe in myself and accept that I have a different outlook, and I will bring myself back to the person I was.. living life happy, loving, and carefree. it's going to happen, and if you don't like it, well. get over it, no apologies from me.