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i just got home like an hour ago from being gone all weekend. lol. i am like rather upset right now though. dennis has only been gone like one motherfuckin day and practically everytime i think about him, i start crying. ITS ONLY BEEN ONE DAY. i miss him so much and im sooo worried.. for certain reasons. shan and lee know. thanx guys, you really helped me last night. i just dont know how bad im gunna be by like wednesday. friday is our 4 month and hes not gunna be home. he said that hes gunna try to call me that day so that we can talk.. but i dont know if hell even remember. -shrug- anyway..
i just commented in lisas journal and i know shes gunna bitch at me about it. i feel bad.. but i really needed to tell her that stuff. im sry lisa if you take that the wrong way and w/e.. i just care.. thats all.
friday was cool. me shan and lee went to the poison game and it was sooo hot outside, so we were walking back in the woods b/c its cooler back there and its in the shade and stuff. it was funny though b/c there was like a shitload of trash everywhere. then there was like a spot where it looked like people held like ceremonies and shit. haha. it was funny. then afterwards, we went to shans house and just chilled and such and then brittany came over. i dont know why im even friends with her after everything that happened. i was talking about that that night too.. after she left of course. but lee found out about jason and bethany and she got really upset and shit and yadda yadda. i dont think its my place to tell everyone about that. then we rented 13 ghosts and resident evil. we watched 13 ghosts and then went on the computer and we were super hyper and stuff. then when we finally chilled out, we were talking until 5 in the morning about just stuff. you girls rock!
saturday we woke up at 1220 and when i saw the clock, my immediate thought was "is it 1220 outside??" oh wow. i am the stupidest person, i tell you. then we tried to find something to eat and i had pizza and m&ms. lee and shan had soup. arent i healthy? anywho. we were gunna watch resident evil.. but we werent into it at all. so we didnt. then we went to lees to swim and yeh. later on in the night (after we found out that me and shan were sleeping over there) we walked to the woopdedoos. man.. that was scurry b/c it was DARK outside. then after we almost died and i scurred the shit outta shan (im sry!!!) we got back to the house and just chillllllled. we were all tired as shit b/c the night before we were up till 5 in the morning talking. then we got hyper.. video taped a little.. chilled out.. ang started missing dennis she cried.. and then we talked a little.. fell asleep. lol. wasnt as cool as the night before, but i think we all still had a lot of fun.
today i woke up at 1140 b/c my mom called and lees dad woke me up to tell me to call her back when i wake up. then shan woke up and finally lee. we cleaned up and chilled a little and then my mom came and i left. the ride home was fucking HELL. my mom told me that dennis called on friday night to say goodbye and i wasnt home and she was like yelling at me about it and i got really upset b/c i miss him a lot and i didnt get to say bye to him before he left other than when i went to his house for like 10 minutes. so like, i wasnt talking and my mom got pissed at me and started yelling at me b/c i didnt tell her what was wrong and i just ignored her and then when we got home she was like yelling at me still and told me that i couldnt go online till i told her what was wrong so i was like "i miss dennis A LOT and you made me feel like shit. the end." and got online. i watched invader zim though<3. lol.
GOD I MISS DENNIS!!!!!!!!! im going insane already. i knew this was gunna happen.
alright, this is long enough so im gunna go. later.
i just commented in lisas journal and i know shes gunna bitch at me about it. i feel bad.. but i really needed to tell her that stuff. im sry lisa if you take that the wrong way and w/e.. i just care.. thats all.
friday was cool. me shan and lee went to the poison game and it was sooo hot outside, so we were walking back in the woods b/c its cooler back there and its in the shade and stuff. it was funny though b/c there was like a shitload of trash everywhere. then there was like a spot where it looked like people held like ceremonies and shit. haha. it was funny. then afterwards, we went to shans house and just chilled and such and then brittany came over. i dont know why im even friends with her after everything that happened. i was talking about that that night too.. after she left of course. but lee found out about jason and bethany and she got really upset and shit and yadda yadda. i dont think its my place to tell everyone about that. then we rented 13 ghosts and resident evil. we watched 13 ghosts and then went on the computer and we were super hyper and stuff. then when we finally chilled out, we were talking until 5 in the morning about just stuff. you girls rock!
saturday we woke up at 1220 and when i saw the clock, my immediate thought was "is it 1220 outside??" oh wow. i am the stupidest person, i tell you. then we tried to find something to eat and i had pizza and m&ms. lee and shan had soup. arent i healthy? anywho. we were gunna watch resident evil.. but we werent into it at all. so we didnt. then we went to lees to swim and yeh. later on in the night (after we found out that me and shan were sleeping over there) we walked to the woopdedoos. man.. that was scurry b/c it was DARK outside. then after we almost died and i scurred the shit outta shan (im sry!!!) we got back to the house and just chillllllled. we were all tired as shit b/c the night before we were up till 5 in the morning talking. then we got hyper.. video taped a little.. chilled out.. ang started missing dennis she cried.. and then we talked a little.. fell asleep. lol. wasnt as cool as the night before, but i think we all still had a lot of fun.
today i woke up at 1140 b/c my mom called and lees dad woke me up to tell me to call her back when i wake up. then shan woke up and finally lee. we cleaned up and chilled a little and then my mom came and i left. the ride home was fucking HELL. my mom told me that dennis called on friday night to say goodbye and i wasnt home and she was like yelling at me about it and i got really upset b/c i miss him a lot and i didnt get to say bye to him before he left other than when i went to his house for like 10 minutes. so like, i wasnt talking and my mom got pissed at me and started yelling at me b/c i didnt tell her what was wrong and i just ignored her and then when we got home she was like yelling at me still and told me that i couldnt go online till i told her what was wrong so i was like "i miss dennis A LOT and you made me feel like shit. the end." and got online. i watched invader zim though<3. lol.
GOD I MISS DENNIS!!!!!!!!! im going insane already. i knew this was gunna happen.
alright, this is long enough so im gunna go. later.