Life is hard, even harder when your stupid.
Depression is the key to stupidity. Im depressed therefore im stupid. Why am I depressed? Maybe I just need some sleep. This not playing Halo thing is really a great idea. I should have fasted food. Maybe not. Its still frustrating that I miss Halo at all. Its like a drug and I didnt even realize it. I miss playing and thats what drugs do they make you miss them. Gods behind this. I can smell it. The one time I fast and we play Halo with someone else. With a big screen. And there own Xbox. And more people that know how to shoot. Which means either I knew we were going to play Halo and read the future wrong or I did hear from God and He's tring to get me to listen so bad he had to use a Jewish tradition to make me hear. That second one.....mmmm yah the second one sucks. The fact that its true hurts like seeing "The Passion" and realizing im the guy with the piercing nails. Didnt know I was capable of killing my friend.