May 07, 2005 02:00
a wicked a world
be brave, go save, create, reclaim
a fallen state is such a shame.....
Its a shame to live in this shame, looking in the mirror never felt so bloody, the truth never tasted so itchy. Like a itch i cant get rid of that time wont take care of.......
What will you do when you live, when you get your chance to brake away from the protocol of an existence from the usual point of life. locked in a room enticing the shame.
Anyway relationships are meant to be dependant. When you lose that dependence you lose sight of what was meant to be. You get apathy to anothers state of being. Not that you dont care but you definitely miss the point of love, life, & the tears that make forgiveness a glue to the greatest of relationships. The loss of standards makes way for independence, which makes way for the loss of meaning in any life. I depend on you, not on these things. Is this only a goal b/c if it is then it all means nothing. True passion is not a goal but a breathe, a nerve, a heart beat, it goes so much deeper than a ideal. Gods more than a word, your more than this, this religion, this building, this ideal, this fate, this belief, this past, this failure. Your hope; your a voice in the darkness, a light in a confused room, IM still learning to apologize, learning how to be a MAN. I know you want me to enjoy life (john 10:10) but i seem to mess it all up with bad decisions. well anyway, go save, create, reclaim....be brave