SUCCESS BITCHES!!

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WELL i went to my counselor today...and i felt good like i had a lotta crap on me n i just watned to explode...and she totally agreed with me and was so mad at the psychiatrist i went to and was like omg thats not sumthing u say to a girl going thru sumthing like this( by the way she said.."well, since ur obviously not getting ne better, and what ur doing isnt working, we have to do this..." and that was after only seeing my counselor for 4 times...what a freak) and i was just like.;askdfj;asdkfjasdkfj;asdkj so i told her all about danika and about how im just tired of doing this and how i want to get passed it...and omg she just made me feel so good about myself...so i got this huge urge..to stop...to finally fix myself...to get over what im doing...and to QUIT and to FINALLY do it!!!!!!!!!! and im jsut like. ;adksjf;aksj;kdja;kdf im so extatic...its gonna take work tho...and i may need help...but im so wanting to do it like...ive never wanted to do it this bad...and it wont happen over nite...but omg..im already feeling geat about it...and guess what...IM NOT EVEN ON ANTI DEPRESSANTS...fuck yea, i just...i feel so good idk...it mite sound weird...but i sooo know it has sumthing to do with God...cuz like when she prayed for me at the end...i felt ...at peace with everything and like i just wanted to like...start singing...;kasjf;kajsf i love you guys so much...no matter how much of an ass i am sumtimes...dont ever doubt that i lov eyou...thanks for being there for me...and if u hated reading this...sry....but im just so happy right now im gonna burst

<3333KELLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM SOOOOOOOOOO GONNA DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!