From worse to better..
hey!
ok so i got outta school ealry to go to the psychiatrist and i talk to here...and then she goes n says i need to see a different counselor than the one that i was seeing...and that i had to go to this um, wut do they call em...idk sum institution like 3 tiems a week to get help...FUCK agh that made me so mad...i started arguing with er...telling her she didnteven know wut was going on with me n that i finally liked the counselor i was seeing and she understood me n i could and did tell her everything and she made me feel goodabout myself...and she was like...no, obviously shes not helping you so u need sumone better....fuck her, all she wants is our money...so i cried to my mom all the way home that i cant leave my counselor cuz she gets me n shes the only person i trust...n my mom starts crying cuz i said she ruined everything and i shouldnt hae...cuz its not her fault n i felt reallyb ad...but she told me we wont do nething the stupid lad said until we talk to my counselor about it....ok so me n my mom were fine now...
and even after all that shit happened i was still able to get in a better mood...cuz im cool like that and am feelin better bout stuff
so me n danika went to the mall(after sum confusion with who was gonna drive us) haha and ok so first we went to look for shirts...and we could NOT choose..so we went to the picture place n ooked at the backround n chose one..then we went to american eagle n got a green shirt for both of us...then we went to claires n got white scarves to wear as belts...n then we went and changed n got our pictures taken...hahaha it was so funny...the guy told danika to lay down n she like layed the wrong way...AH she so didnt get it...so we finished that n then (UH OH!!! dun dun dun) hahah we went back to clairs(we hadnt taken the tags off of nehting)and we returned the scarves n got out money back, n then i went back to american eagle and returned m shirt n got money back for that...hahahh... what can i say? im broke right now...
well then we got a smoothie from this stand thingy they were sooo good...n then we went bakck n chose 2 of the poses that we liked for our pictures..and we paid...n then we went and got.......PANDA EXPRESS yummmmmmmm lol well we finished eating and then we went back n picked up our pictures..and then we went to sam goody...where there were sum TOTALLY STUPID UGLY OBNOXIOUS girl and guy thre lmao they were so annoying i just wanted to turn around n b like...ur both gay go home...haha neways danika could NOT choose wut she wanted...wut an idiot...n she finally ended up getting simple plan's new cd...n I got...SILVERSTEIN AND SPITALFIELD!!!!!!!!!! ahhh finally...i had been looking for then everywhere n no one had then...i wanted to get bayside to but they were all out...Boo. neways....danikas parents picked us up and we couldnt find their car lmao we were walking around the parking lot with her parents n they were puhsing the horn button on their keyring...and it took us forever n it ws freeeezing lmao..
well they drove me home n i got all my stuff together n then i went up to danikas n we played gamecube with her dad AHHAHAHA i totlaly lost at mario cart...but kicked butt at donkey konga...danika could SOOO not play that game ahahahah...and then we played mario party 6...which her dad could so not play and he thought it was the stupidest game on earth...lmao...god i love danika n her family...that was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun
DANIKA GABRIEL JOHNSON!!!!!!! I LOV EYOU SO MUCH AND NO ONE IN THIS WORLD COULD REPLACE YOU!!!!! I FYOU END UP GOING TO UNI, WE HAVE TO DO STUFF EVERY WEEKEND CUZ IMA DIE WITHOUT YOU!!! THAT MAKES ME SAD...WHAT WILL I DO ALL DAY AT SCHOOL? LMAO WELL U ARE SO AWESOME N FUNNY AND ARE THE BEST FRIEND NEONE COULD EVER HAVE i LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOO SO SO SO MUCH AND DONT U EVER FORGET IT IM HERE FOR YOU IF YOU EVER NEED ME AND U CAN ALWAY TALK TO ME ABOUT NETHING LOVE YOU ALWAYS N FOREBVER!!!!!!1
KELLY
ok so i got outta school ealry to go to the psychiatrist and i talk to here...and then she goes n says i need to see a different counselor than the one that i was seeing...and that i had to go to this um, wut do they call em...idk sum institution like 3 tiems a week to get help...FUCK agh that made me so mad...i started arguing with er...telling her she didnteven know wut was going on with me n that i finally liked the counselor i was seeing and she understood me n i could and did tell her everything and she made me feel goodabout myself...and she was like...no, obviously shes not helping you so u need sumone better....fuck her, all she wants is our money...so i cried to my mom all the way home that i cant leave my counselor cuz she gets me n shes the only person i trust...n my mom starts crying cuz i said she ruined everything and i shouldnt hae...cuz its not her fault n i felt reallyb ad...but she told me we wont do nething the stupid lad said until we talk to my counselor about it....ok so me n my mom were fine now...
and even after all that shit happened i was still able to get in a better mood...cuz im cool like that and am feelin better bout stuff
so me n danika went to the mall(after sum confusion with who was gonna drive us) haha and ok so first we went to look for shirts...and we could NOT choose..so we went to the picture place n ooked at the backround n chose one..then we went to american eagle n got a green shirt for both of us...then we went to claires n got white scarves to wear as belts...n then we went and changed n got our pictures taken...hahaha it was so funny...the guy told danika to lay down n she like layed the wrong way...AH she so didnt get it...so we finished that n then (UH OH!!! dun dun dun) hahah we went back to clairs(we hadnt taken the tags off of nehting)and we returned the scarves n got out money back, n then i went back to american eagle and returned m shirt n got money back for that...hahahh... what can i say? im broke right now...
well then we got a smoothie from this stand thingy they were sooo good...n then we went bakck n chose 2 of the poses that we liked for our pictures..and we paid...n then we went and got.......PANDA EXPRESS yummmmmmmm lol well we finished eating and then we went back n picked up our pictures..and then we went to sam goody...where there were sum TOTALLY STUPID UGLY OBNOXIOUS girl and guy thre lmao they were so annoying i just wanted to turn around n b like...ur both gay go home...haha neways danika could NOT choose wut she wanted...wut an idiot...n she finally ended up getting simple plan's new cd...n I got...SILVERSTEIN AND SPITALFIELD!!!!!!!!!! ahhh finally...i had been looking for then everywhere n no one had then...i wanted to get bayside to but they were all out...Boo. neways....danikas parents picked us up and we couldnt find their car lmao we were walking around the parking lot with her parents n they were puhsing the horn button on their keyring...and it took us forever n it ws freeeezing lmao..
well they drove me home n i got all my stuff together n then i went up to danikas n we played gamecube with her dad AHHAHAHA i totlaly lost at mario cart...but kicked butt at donkey konga...danika could SOOO not play that game ahahahah...and then we played mario party 6...which her dad could so not play and he thought it was the stupidest game on earth...lmao...god i love danika n her family...that was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun
DANIKA GABRIEL JOHNSON!!!!!!! I LOV EYOU SO MUCH AND NO ONE IN THIS WORLD COULD REPLACE YOU!!!!! I FYOU END UP GOING TO UNI, WE HAVE TO DO STUFF EVERY WEEKEND CUZ IMA DIE WITHOUT YOU!!! THAT MAKES ME SAD...WHAT WILL I DO ALL DAY AT SCHOOL? LMAO WELL U ARE SO AWESOME N FUNNY AND ARE THE BEST FRIEND NEONE COULD EVER HAVE i LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOO SO SO SO MUCH AND DONT U EVER FORGET IT IM HERE FOR YOU IF YOU EVER NEED ME AND U CAN ALWAY TALK TO ME ABOUT NETHING LOVE YOU ALWAYS N FOREBVER!!!!!!1
KELLY