float away.

Sep 23, 2007 21:39

i don't think people get it.
no, your presence will not make it go by easier. i could care less if you're around me--in fact, i don't want you there. you don't understand. unless you're an emo princess ninja, leave me alone--don't talk to me, don't touch me--and for the love of God don't try to corner me to deal with some immature BS that you think i'm going through and must deal with so that i can come out the other side happy. it doesn't work like that.
i don't know why i'm mad. why? i could care less. it doesn't work like that. fine. fine. fine. fine. incredibly pissed off.
i'm sitting in the library, staring out the window, and i want nothing more than to walk off this campus and just keep walking. where would i end up? i don't know...i'd like to find out.
well what if something bad happened while i was walking?
when it's your time to go, when it's time for an accident--it's gonna happen one way or the other.
i feel like punching myself in the face and renting a Tim Burton film.
where could i go?
it's 99.5 miles from doorstep to doorstep. i wouldn't walk home though. i wanna go get a cab to the airport and fly wherever they have a late night flight to. i don't care. hopefully somewhere up north or somewhere like tennessee. i love the cold air.
i need cold air rushing against me and bundling up in blankets.
i need something.
i'm so freaking pissed right now. why? this doesn't make any sense.
i've got so much work to do.
read 3 essays, critique and discuss. mathematiques. senior seminar presentation and practitioner paper. senior paper.
just keep a hold of me, don't let go--if you float away, if you float away
waited too long for a ship to come--don't you float away don't you float away
just keep a hold of me, don't let go--if you float away if you float away
waited too long for a ship to come--don't you float away don't you float away
i've got this song on repeat and can't stop listening to it.
so much has happened. i feel removed.
jess, i need you.
i can't believe i'm actually about to find numbers for cab companies.
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