i'm so tired of being alone

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The summer is going by too quickly, methinks. It's almost July and I haven't done anything I was planning on doing concerning outings, reading material, writing stuff, meeting people, staying outside. For some reason, it doesn't feel quite like summer. The stickiness has not been constant and that air conditioner hum has fallen flat. There are friends to see and not see, but yet they all fall into this very vague category of "maybe later."
My porch has become my nesting ground with books, lemonade, notebook and ipod in tow. I always end up people watching and scripting imaginary twenty line conversations between people. It's not all bad and it's got me thinking differently.

No sleep over last two days. And my god, how beautiful it's been.