ill be seeing you...
its freakin ridiculous. my brother wastes his time with 2 sluts who never appreciated him or gives a damn about him but he just doesn't care hes like convinced that maybe if he tries hard enough they wont screw him over every time.
i dont get it once a nice girl comes along he wont notice cause hes too busy with them... then graemes turning into a big asshole. and i really just dont feel like bothering anymore. we planned to hang out tonight because all of my friends are at the semi formal and he knows i didnt want to go so i asked him if hell hang out with me tonight and he sed sure. and i should have known something was going to come up. he had to babysit until 930 or whenever his mom came home from work..which is usualyl 930. and then i imed him and it was his friend jared and he was like yeh graemes hanging out with me and my sister tonight and graeme called and i asked him if him and i were hanging out and he kept changing the subject. and its really pissing me off...and its really upsetting....im freakin crying over it and its so stupid but he always does this. its freakin retarded. once he comes home from work ::5:: hes out of the house by 6 hanging out with jared but he never asks(ed) me to hang out because "i live to far away"....me and matt live far away from eachother and me and matt talk more than graeme and i do anymore...graeme and i live 15 minutes away...i dont have a problem driving that far but apparently he does. i dont understand alsdkjasd im talking to mattchew about it. and im hesterical typing but maybe trying to keep this friendship going isnt going to be successfull but if i lose him as a friend i have no one.i lost christian, lucy, alex, kevin. when graduation comes im losing rox kim chrissy mike everyone...becuase no ones going to keep in touch...we say we will but we all know were going to be too caught up in what were doing to realize... i keep chasing shadows because no one else will. i chase them because theyre important to me.
i dont get it once a nice girl comes along he wont notice cause hes too busy with them... then graemes turning into a big asshole. and i really just dont feel like bothering anymore. we planned to hang out tonight because all of my friends are at the semi formal and he knows i didnt want to go so i asked him if hell hang out with me tonight and he sed sure. and i should have known something was going to come up. he had to babysit until 930 or whenever his mom came home from work..which is usualyl 930. and then i imed him and it was his friend jared and he was like yeh graemes hanging out with me and my sister tonight and graeme called and i asked him if him and i were hanging out and he kept changing the subject. and its really pissing me off...and its really upsetting....im freakin crying over it and its so stupid but he always does this. its freakin retarded. once he comes home from work ::5:: hes out of the house by 6 hanging out with jared but he never asks(ed) me to hang out because "i live to far away"....me and matt live far away from eachother and me and matt talk more than graeme and i do anymore...graeme and i live 15 minutes away...i dont have a problem driving that far but apparently he does. i dont understand alsdkjasd im talking to mattchew about it. and im hesterical typing but maybe trying to keep this friendship going isnt going to be successfull but if i lose him as a friend i have no one.i lost christian, lucy, alex, kevin. when graduation comes im losing rox kim chrissy mike everyone...becuase no ones going to keep in touch...we say we will but we all know were going to be too caught up in what were doing to realize... i keep chasing shadows because no one else will. i chase them because theyre important to me.