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welp. i was tlaking to christian, and we got on the topic of ROTC.....now..im going to rant...
to be honest, people piss me off when it comes to rotc. i dont know why. i think everyone thinks thier better than everyone else. alot of the poeple think they disrespect others. no matter what rank they may be. i joined the program so i can give myself more responsibility, pride within my self, some confidence. in one year . i may not have more responsibilty, some...but God knows not much, i have some pride, but not much confidence. but i came out with something i didnt expect to, and that was respect. respect for people ive never had. and to see poeple odler than me younger of higer, same or lower rank, to see them so disrespectful. more worse off than i am. its rele sad. thats why i barelt stay after skool, becase i come home and i get so tict off. i dont think im going to do it next year. i want to. but theres more negatives than positives in it. and plus i have alot to do next year, i dont have time thinking about rotc, getting mad and taking it out on various people. I dont take rotc to learn about the militarys past, present and figure out the future. i took it because i thought it was fun and i enjoyed it. i liked staying after skool, i liked helping out and doing drill. and i still do, but when theres a select few, they kill it. im not naming any names. and dont ask me to either. blah its rele freakin gay now. it rele is.
toodles
je t'aime, mais, je ne sais pas quelle fait avec nous.
to be honest, people piss me off when it comes to rotc. i dont know why. i think everyone thinks thier better than everyone else. alot of the poeple think they disrespect others. no matter what rank they may be. i joined the program so i can give myself more responsibility, pride within my self, some confidence. in one year . i may not have more responsibilty, some...but God knows not much, i have some pride, but not much confidence. but i came out with something i didnt expect to, and that was respect. respect for people ive never had. and to see poeple odler than me younger of higer, same or lower rank, to see them so disrespectful. more worse off than i am. its rele sad. thats why i barelt stay after skool, becase i come home and i get so tict off. i dont think im going to do it next year. i want to. but theres more negatives than positives in it. and plus i have alot to do next year, i dont have time thinking about rotc, getting mad and taking it out on various people. I dont take rotc to learn about the militarys past, present and figure out the future. i took it because i thought it was fun and i enjoyed it. i liked staying after skool, i liked helping out and doing drill. and i still do, but when theres a select few, they kill it. im not naming any names. and dont ask me to either. blah its rele freakin gay now. it rele is.
toodles
je t'aime, mais, je ne sais pas quelle fait avec nous.