freaking daisey holos
i noticed i start each and every entry the same..."welp its been awhile since iv updated" and left off on the same boring note.
iv had like the crappiest couple of weeks i dont remember every detail but i remember some parts. well for starters the band competition. it was us against an open band (meaning last season they scored higher than a 90) we lost by 1 point and a fraction of a point..which rele sucks. but we wont best visual and best marching with wasnt that bad. this morning at 5:15 jimmy left for boot aw man it rele sucks its too quiet around here now. and its retarded too cause like last week it rele hit me that he was leaving and then it just ended i cried almost everyday, whenever i thought about the fact that he wont be here for 3-4 months, the fact that i wont get beat up, wont have him to go to for help or to complainor to help me with crazy hooligans on the computer argh i miss him already so much. i mean he may not be my brother like blood related or anything but i consider him that and a friend..and it sucks not being able to see your bro or friend for months on end. bleh then skool is gay. as usual. poeple piss me off. the other dya was stephs party..i know im still all like blah about this but at her party she had a father daughter dance...and like idn it made me upset cause i dont have a dad to share that moment with. like yeh i hvae jim and paul but i mean..their not my daddy their just my dad. i dont have a daddy. :( it makes me cry.
and then i realized that my birthday is coming up in 9 days...which sucks. i dont want to be any older.
i also realized that i, the girl who hates being underestimated, did just that to my friends. i knew my friends cared about me and all, but i mean like the days that i cried and was upset..they were there...like literally. and like im so so so so so grateful to have them. its like crazy how awsomeley awsomeness they are. thanks guys i love you!!!!
BULIMIC PEOPLE ARE STUPID!!!!!!!!! I DONT CARE WHO YOU ARE!!! STOP!!!!! :( stop thinking about yourself for once and think about what your friends think...if your hurting yourself didnt you ever realize that your hurting your friends and family too...even if they dont know about it cause 1. your keeping it from them 2. if something happens to you..i mean seriously!! think people!!!
now..im not the one to pollute..infact i see trash and pick it up whether its mine or not but sometimes you just need to break something instead of punching mrs. growneys desk in the middle of class...
..i hate crazy ignorant hippies that live 3 blocks away, they increase my anger i try to let out and cut my friend and myself, literally....oh...you will pay...you think broken glass is bad...psshh you havent seen anything yet. and one dogs wont get hurt...2 if you let your freakin kid play out in the street BAREFOOT then difice ::spelling is prob wrong:: should come and take your freakin kid away cause your a bad freaking parent GO MAKE A DAISEY HALO AND TUNE YOUR LITTLE GUITAR UNTIL THE G STRING BREAKS AND SMACKS YOU IN THE EYE SO YOU BLEED AND GO BLIND...::mubbles:: freaking kangaroo.
man o man have you ever thought about like how you would walk by and be like yeh that guys wierd. and then talk about it with your family at dinner or something...someone could be talking about you right now to their family...creeeeppyyy
iv had like the crappiest couple of weeks i dont remember every detail but i remember some parts. well for starters the band competition. it was us against an open band (meaning last season they scored higher than a 90) we lost by 1 point and a fraction of a point..which rele sucks. but we wont best visual and best marching with wasnt that bad. this morning at 5:15 jimmy left for boot aw man it rele sucks its too quiet around here now. and its retarded too cause like last week it rele hit me that he was leaving and then it just ended i cried almost everyday, whenever i thought about the fact that he wont be here for 3-4 months, the fact that i wont get beat up, wont have him to go to for help or to complainor to help me with crazy hooligans on the computer argh i miss him already so much. i mean he may not be my brother like blood related or anything but i consider him that and a friend..and it sucks not being able to see your bro or friend for months on end. bleh then skool is gay. as usual. poeple piss me off. the other dya was stephs party..i know im still all like blah about this but at her party she had a father daughter dance...and like idn it made me upset cause i dont have a dad to share that moment with. like yeh i hvae jim and paul but i mean..their not my daddy their just my dad. i dont have a daddy. :( it makes me cry.
and then i realized that my birthday is coming up in 9 days...which sucks. i dont want to be any older.
i also realized that i, the girl who hates being underestimated, did just that to my friends. i knew my friends cared about me and all, but i mean like the days that i cried and was upset..they were there...like literally. and like im so so so so so grateful to have them. its like crazy how awsomeley awsomeness they are. thanks guys i love you!!!!
BULIMIC PEOPLE ARE STUPID!!!!!!!!! I DONT CARE WHO YOU ARE!!! STOP!!!!! :( stop thinking about yourself for once and think about what your friends think...if your hurting yourself didnt you ever realize that your hurting your friends and family too...even if they dont know about it cause 1. your keeping it from them 2. if something happens to you..i mean seriously!! think people!!!
now..im not the one to pollute..infact i see trash and pick it up whether its mine or not but sometimes you just need to break something instead of punching mrs. growneys desk in the middle of class...
..i hate crazy ignorant hippies that live 3 blocks away, they increase my anger i try to let out and cut my friend and myself, literally....oh...you will pay...you think broken glass is bad...psshh you havent seen anything yet. and one dogs wont get hurt...2 if you let your freakin kid play out in the street BAREFOOT then difice ::spelling is prob wrong:: should come and take your freakin kid away cause your a bad freaking parent GO MAKE A DAISEY HALO AND TUNE YOUR LITTLE GUITAR UNTIL THE G STRING BREAKS AND SMACKS YOU IN THE EYE SO YOU BLEED AND GO BLIND...::mubbles:: freaking kangaroo.
man o man have you ever thought about like how you would walk by and be like yeh that guys wierd. and then talk about it with your family at dinner or something...someone could be talking about you right now to their family...creeeeppyyy