wishful thinking
so many things going on through my mind. i have to explain but there so little time. to gain to lose to love and to hate simple emotions i regret to this day.
i hate the fact that your ignorant to my every thought. i hate the fact that you annoy me just after we fought. i hate the fact that this is turning into a poem. ..hehe
friend uno--> its not your fault. and im sorry that i talk sencible to you, but its only becuase i care about you and i dont want you to leave us.
friend dose--> your numb, i know your prob thinking that im insane. and you know that i couldnt tell you upfront what i was thinking, and for some reason that was the only time i couldnt tell you something other than the secret in 2008. and i dont know why. so many things i contemplate, and so many times i want to tell you and i cant. why is that? like i mentally can just like physically like i can but i cant cause idn i know whats in my head but i cant put it into words: and no thats not what i was talking about lol
friend trois--> i know what im talking about. and why is it that whenever i spill my guts into this stupid journal, or say something like that i think rele means something, and ask for advice you dont comment...or say anything towards it, but as soon as i express how i feel about you in it...god forbid. not many poeple read my journal because not many poeple actually care. and most...i bet are just nosey and are curious to see what i do with my life so they can judge me or whatnot, so it was a bad move to even mention your little tidbit with -------- in your journal cause no one would have thought it was you.
matt is coming up soon i cant wait anymore i wish he was here already
jess is here i saw her once, she forgot to say goodbye...they all do
i feel as tho im being very emo rite now...ew
and ya know what pisses me off, the fact that everyone is so ignorant, and the fact that poeple take so many things for granted
bleh im going to shut up now
:( i just wish someone was here rite now
i hate the fact that your ignorant to my every thought. i hate the fact that you annoy me just after we fought. i hate the fact that this is turning into a poem. ..hehe
friend uno--> its not your fault. and im sorry that i talk sencible to you, but its only becuase i care about you and i dont want you to leave us.
friend dose--> your numb, i know your prob thinking that im insane. and you know that i couldnt tell you upfront what i was thinking, and for some reason that was the only time i couldnt tell you something other than the secret in 2008. and i dont know why. so many things i contemplate, and so many times i want to tell you and i cant. why is that? like i mentally can just like physically like i can but i cant cause idn i know whats in my head but i cant put it into words: and no thats not what i was talking about lol
friend trois--> i know what im talking about. and why is it that whenever i spill my guts into this stupid journal, or say something like that i think rele means something, and ask for advice you dont comment...or say anything towards it, but as soon as i express how i feel about you in it...god forbid. not many poeple read my journal because not many poeple actually care. and most...i bet are just nosey and are curious to see what i do with my life so they can judge me or whatnot, so it was a bad move to even mention your little tidbit with -------- in your journal cause no one would have thought it was you.
matt is coming up soon i cant wait anymore i wish he was here already
jess is here i saw her once, she forgot to say goodbye...they all do
i feel as tho im being very emo rite now...ew
and ya know what pisses me off, the fact that everyone is so ignorant, and the fact that poeple take so many things for granted
bleh im going to shut up now
:( i just wish someone was here rite now