Jul 14, 2005 20:52
hey guys
well monday i had my first day of work...it was kool i guess. then tuesday was band. it was only the woodwinds this week. wednesday i went with graeme to "youth week" it was so0o kool. some of the things sed totally made me think. iv got some puzzle pieces put together. but it may take some time before i have all of it completed. today i had work 1-7. i found out that that erica girl from ROTC works there.....::shoots self:: yeh thats self explanitory. lol. then i was sposed to hang out with robbie after work but no word has yet been made so ::shruggs::. then i have work tomorrow from 9-5.....BLEH.
ya know how like, if you want to do something, you dont do it, and then all of a sudden signs are showing up that are practically saying GO FOR IT in big flashing lights. well yeh. im rele rele rele rele hesitant on telling my crush or crushes...im not rele sure ahdakjshd which is horrible i know,that i like him. and now like idn just like stupid things are showig up and literally saying. go for it. and it like sucks...its mostly my horoscopes. but then like my friends tell me to do it too.....lol if you have any suggestions please make them lol. and if your gonna say something along the lines of "follow your heart"....yeh my heart is confused too, so that rele doesnt help. bleh
well anyway. matts coming up in like 11 days lol OMG I CANT WAITTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! itll take him awhile before he gets here tho...omg but im so0o0 excited!!!! lol
this saturday i leave for vacation. i dont rele want to go tho. idn why. its just...idn wierd. cause liek i wont be able to han gout with anybody rele liek family wise. idn everyone either older or younger. the only one closest to my age is chris. and well chris and i arent that close.
bleh. things just seem to go the total opposite of me these days lol jdshfksjhf
"Love goes very far beyond the physical person of the beloved. It finds its deepest meaning in his spiritual being, his inner self.""
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