subway exits cease to fade <-- doesnt make sence jus popped in my head
well ive been wrapped up again in these emotions i cant withstand and everything is unlevel.
May 4 Tim and i started going out. Graeme ses it feels wierd talking to me now that we are::shruggs:: it does feel wierd tho not in like a bad OR good way jus kinda like unsure about the feeling. well Rinni broke it off with Peter, for what seams like no reason at all. monday i went to the maynard fergersun concert with most of the band consisting of mel, mickey, peter, rinni, sue, kim, roxy, mike, bryan, justin, enrique, marie, meagan and well of course gar. the concert was amazing. it was at washington twp high in sewell nj or something like that idn. we got home around 1130. while we were there we saw this kid who looked like robbie from far away. then as he got closer he was hot haha sry robbie. i was going to add something here but i forgot ajkhakjsda anyway, wednesday i stayed after with tim meghan kevin peter and alex to retake a test for mrs. hansen. after the class peter and kevin were bugging tim and i to go out so haha now were going out, i had a crush on him before that happened so thats kool i get to date 1 of my crushes adkhadk :)i just found out that he was gonna ask me out anyway regardless of peter and kevs help, i kinda feel better knowing that. then after that we went to lakehurst and hung out with kittie for a little while and tess, then we went back to the highskool for band. all the newbies came that night. no new flutes unfortunatley. :( tim joined :) alexs little brother did too. OMG there was this kid with a purple PURPLE!!! tenor sax...i will eventually steal it from him... shhh ajkshajkh then thursday had band practice for the peeps going on the trip. after that robbie and i walked to the hallmark in the shoprote shopping center to get my mommies mommys day present. oh HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!! alkdhjajlhd then friday i went over tims came home sleep saturday i went to chrissys party...marie invited herself and meghan didnt go. at the party steph got me thinking. we were like very into deep thoughts for like 10 minutes. honestly have you ever thought about it? we could be looking up and see a plane past by us, millions of people passing by eachother, but not a single clue on who they are or their backround? not knowing whether one day or not one of those poeple could end up being your best friend or become apart of your family one day? and the thought of knowing that maybe if you didnt do one little minor thing in your past your future could be totally different. and roxy had brought up identities. why is it that we are who we are? why did God make us who we are and not someone elses daughter or someone elses sister. well anyway sorry im prob boring the people who arent reading this but yeh anyway today i woke up and went to Rider with my mom alida and mike to see amys dance final. it was cute. they had to make up a dance from the inspiration they got when they went to see midterms. anyway. i guess thats it. idn why im writing lol the only one who reads this thing is graeme. ajkhakhj well myself included to reflect on what i had done and thought on certain days.
au revoir
May 4 Tim and i started going out. Graeme ses it feels wierd talking to me now that we are::shruggs:: it does feel wierd tho not in like a bad OR good way jus kinda like unsure about the feeling. well Rinni broke it off with Peter, for what seams like no reason at all. monday i went to the maynard fergersun concert with most of the band consisting of mel, mickey, peter, rinni, sue, kim, roxy, mike, bryan, justin, enrique, marie, meagan and well of course gar. the concert was amazing. it was at washington twp high in sewell nj or something like that idn. we got home around 1130. while we were there we saw this kid who looked like robbie from far away. then as he got closer he was hot haha sry robbie. i was going to add something here but i forgot ajkhakjsda anyway, wednesday i stayed after with tim meghan kevin peter and alex to retake a test for mrs. hansen. after the class peter and kevin were bugging tim and i to go out so haha now were going out, i had a crush on him before that happened so thats kool i get to date 1 of my crushes adkhadk :)i just found out that he was gonna ask me out anyway regardless of peter and kevs help, i kinda feel better knowing that. then after that we went to lakehurst and hung out with kittie for a little while and tess, then we went back to the highskool for band. all the newbies came that night. no new flutes unfortunatley. :( tim joined :) alexs little brother did too. OMG there was this kid with a purple PURPLE!!! tenor sax...i will eventually steal it from him... shhh ajkshajkh then thursday had band practice for the peeps going on the trip. after that robbie and i walked to the hallmark in the shoprote shopping center to get my mommies mommys day present. oh HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!! alkdhjajlhd then friday i went over tims came home sleep saturday i went to chrissys party...marie invited herself and meghan didnt go. at the party steph got me thinking. we were like very into deep thoughts for like 10 minutes. honestly have you ever thought about it? we could be looking up and see a plane past by us, millions of people passing by eachother, but not a single clue on who they are or their backround? not knowing whether one day or not one of those poeple could end up being your best friend or become apart of your family one day? and the thought of knowing that maybe if you didnt do one little minor thing in your past your future could be totally different. and roxy had brought up identities. why is it that we are who we are? why did God make us who we are and not someone elses daughter or someone elses sister. well anyway sorry im prob boring the people who arent reading this but yeh anyway today i woke up and went to Rider with my mom alida and mike to see amys dance final. it was cute. they had to make up a dance from the inspiration they got when they went to see midterms. anyway. i guess thats it. idn why im writing lol the only one who reads this thing is graeme. ajkhakhj well myself included to reflect on what i had done and thought on certain days.
au revoir