memories fade
Happy Easter everyone!
well this easter kinda sucked. Jim got his geetar stolen last nite from jimmys party...no more partys' obviously. and its kinda upsetting....seeing your tradition go down the drain. on easter...like you guys care, but on easter morning, my sister and i would jump on eachother to wake eachother up, we'd sneak out in the living room look through our baskets that "the easter bunny" brought us and then wake up mommy. then shed wake up, make her coffe and watch us tear our baskets apart, we'd act suprised lol ::sorta like on christmas shh:: getting mad at all the mess we had made with the fake grass. This is our second or third easter without joe in the house. and maybe our first or second easter thats been ruined since we kicked him out. i dont rele have any point to this, but if there, i guess it would be that i miss the old days. shit lol im starting to cry.
the last couple of days kinda sucked. steve was mad at me. for a silly reason though. well its silly to me, but not silly to him. and haha just now i realized why. kidna sad rele. i should have realized when graeme told me why he was. wow...im a retard. steve im sorry.
i slept over meggles friday, it was interesing lol. at least her house didnt try to kill me this time. jkashd
man i rele wish it wasnt easter, cause like no ones home and their all with their family. i wish amy was home for easter. its not the same without her. and i hate the fact that shes not here whenever i cry anymore,which seems to be alot lately. i never have anyone to hug :( well hopefully megs mom ses shes allowd to sleep over tonight. ill hug her lol. since bryans at his dads and well....i think i have cooties askjdhasd but i dont mind. cooties are kool and only kool people have cooties. yeh so anyway! lol
i best be going...too much emotional shit going on thru my head to continue. and plus i smell so im going to take a shower now kajshdas.
TOODLES!!!
man i jus watched dirty dancing havana nights....i feel like dancing lol hopefully if i start dancing in the shower i wont fall this time ajkshakjshd lol
well this easter kinda sucked. Jim got his geetar stolen last nite from jimmys party...no more partys' obviously. and its kinda upsetting....seeing your tradition go down the drain. on easter...like you guys care, but on easter morning, my sister and i would jump on eachother to wake eachother up, we'd sneak out in the living room look through our baskets that "the easter bunny" brought us and then wake up mommy. then shed wake up, make her coffe and watch us tear our baskets apart, we'd act suprised lol ::sorta like on christmas shh:: getting mad at all the mess we had made with the fake grass. This is our second or third easter without joe in the house. and maybe our first or second easter thats been ruined since we kicked him out. i dont rele have any point to this, but if there, i guess it would be that i miss the old days. shit lol im starting to cry.
the last couple of days kinda sucked. steve was mad at me. for a silly reason though. well its silly to me, but not silly to him. and haha just now i realized why. kidna sad rele. i should have realized when graeme told me why he was. wow...im a retard. steve im sorry.
i slept over meggles friday, it was interesing lol. at least her house didnt try to kill me this time. jkashd
man i rele wish it wasnt easter, cause like no ones home and their all with their family. i wish amy was home for easter. its not the same without her. and i hate the fact that shes not here whenever i cry anymore,which seems to be alot lately. i never have anyone to hug :( well hopefully megs mom ses shes allowd to sleep over tonight. ill hug her lol. since bryans at his dads and well....i think i have cooties askjdhasd but i dont mind. cooties are kool and only kool people have cooties. yeh so anyway! lol
i best be going...too much emotional shit going on thru my head to continue. and plus i smell so im going to take a shower now kajshdas.
TOODLES!!!
man i jus watched dirty dancing havana nights....i feel like dancing lol hopefully if i start dancing in the shower i wont fall this time ajkshakjshd lol