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hey
things have been goin gboth bad good and worse lol. chris and i had broken up, that was horrible. both of us were hesterical.sakdhaksjhdajksd we still talk tho. i told him we're always going to be friends and we're always going to be together, whether its boyfriend and girlfriend, or just friends. i found out bryan likes me :) hehehehe we're hanging out tomarrow. then yesterday meggles slept over well she also slept over the night before too, but thats not the point. yesterday meggles, steve, kevin, graeme and i hung out here it was fun. haha we made them play truth or dare. haha omg im soo0o "short and stupid" hehe but anyway
meghan: hey heather have you ever been to barnegate lighthouse?
me: the one with the lighthouse?
meghan and kevin: what?!
me: i mean the one with the rocks?!lwhsfkjshdflkdshfsjdhf
yeh i deff. have my stupid blonde moments lol.
im so confused lately. like i still have feelings for chris, im not gonna deny them or lie to myself about them. but like whenever i talk to steve or hang out with him, i get like a funny feeling ya know? like i get butterflies and i get so0 excited and stuff...i just fall asleep on the fone with him alot lmao..sorry steve! but like i rele like him, and i just feel bad because he rele likes me and argh i feel like im keeping him waiting but its so0o hard.
but like when i think about bryan or something like that, like i get goosebumps like all over my body and like i have a smile on my face from cheek to cheek..its so0o0o wierd. everythings so confusing!!!!
lfkjsahjsad
then some freak wrote in my journal...kidna creepy but anyway yeh
so then theres the dance...and i have to get my bid (ticket) on tuesday cause thats the last day, but i dont know who i would like to go with.like i can go with no one and just dance with them i spsoe but i would like i want to go with a date, i dont know sdkhjaskhd and its like hard when people ask me who i like more cause the truth is, i dont know who i like more and like i just broke up with my boyfriend who i went out with for almost like a half a year so like obviously im still gonna have feelings for him still, but i also have feelings for bryan and steve also....and they all have feelings for me too ugh!!! so confusing!!!
my poor big sis is sick :( i told her shes not alowd to be sick...grrr everyones getting sick these days....argh!!!
i have a freaking essay to do that i dont understand sdkljaksdhsakdh o well
uhm i think thats it
if ya gots any advice for moi comment lol please...
toodles!!!
<3 heather
things have been goin gboth bad good and worse lol. chris and i had broken up, that was horrible. both of us were hesterical.sakdhaksjhdajksd we still talk tho. i told him we're always going to be friends and we're always going to be together, whether its boyfriend and girlfriend, or just friends. i found out bryan likes me :) hehehehe we're hanging out tomarrow. then yesterday meggles slept over well she also slept over the night before too, but thats not the point. yesterday meggles, steve, kevin, graeme and i hung out here it was fun. haha we made them play truth or dare. haha omg im soo0o "short and stupid" hehe but anyway
meghan: hey heather have you ever been to barnegate lighthouse?
me: the one with the lighthouse?
meghan and kevin: what?!
me: i mean the one with the rocks?!lwhsfkjshdflkdshfsjdhf
yeh i deff. have my stupid blonde moments lol.
im so confused lately. like i still have feelings for chris, im not gonna deny them or lie to myself about them. but like whenever i talk to steve or hang out with him, i get like a funny feeling ya know? like i get butterflies and i get so0 excited and stuff...i just fall asleep on the fone with him alot lmao..sorry steve! but like i rele like him, and i just feel bad because he rele likes me and argh i feel like im keeping him waiting but its so0o hard.
but like when i think about bryan or something like that, like i get goosebumps like all over my body and like i have a smile on my face from cheek to cheek..its so0o0o wierd. everythings so confusing!!!!
lfkjsahjsad
then some freak wrote in my journal...kidna creepy but anyway yeh
so then theres the dance...and i have to get my bid (ticket) on tuesday cause thats the last day, but i dont know who i would like to go with.like i can go with no one and just dance with them i spsoe but i would like i want to go with a date, i dont know sdkhjaskhd and its like hard when people ask me who i like more cause the truth is, i dont know who i like more and like i just broke up with my boyfriend who i went out with for almost like a half a year so like obviously im still gonna have feelings for him still, but i also have feelings for bryan and steve also....and they all have feelings for me too ugh!!! so confusing!!!
my poor big sis is sick :( i told her shes not alowd to be sick...grrr everyones getting sick these days....argh!!!
i have a freaking essay to do that i dont understand sdkljaksdhsakdh o well
uhm i think thats it
if ya gots any advice for moi comment lol please...
toodles!!!
<3 heather