mixed emotion
Today Mat told me he ALMOST got deployed....what made it worse was that he was supposed to go the week BEFORE the wedding! I got angry thinking how much that would suck but now I am happy that he isn't leaving. Cause if he did that would put lotsa stress on the both of us. Like can you imagine all the debt we'd be in? with everything ready to go? all the vendors, the honeymoon booked, the plane tickets, the dresses, etc? ugh! I wanted to punch his boss in the face. ugh bastard!
thats all just needed to vent
thats all just needed to vent