I updated finally......

[bostonma86]

SOOO....where do I begin...hmm...well last summer is when I decided to move back to Mass. I spent the summer up there in Mansfield with some friends and I knew that's where I wanted to be and felt the happiest. My friends up there are basically all I have that I know care about me, besides my grandmother down here in SC. SOO...I bought a ticket and moved up right after Christmas. Started talking to this girl last summer while I was there....and continued to just about every day until I moved back up there. Unfortunately as it turns out whatever we had...some may say relationship, some say fuck buddys, and some say just friends...was based on lies. So needless to say that ended very very badly and hurt me and continues to every day real bad. I feel like I did everything but give her the moon. But I guess things go the way they are supposed to and there's nothing you can change about it. It still sucks really bad...I was a dumbass to think that she actually cared about me, but I had to hear the truth from her ex and her new "girlfriend". THAT was fun. Sooo....at the time...she was a big plus to me moving back...and I started off a little rocky at first, but near the end right before I came back to SC everything was going real good as far as me getting an apartment and working. I got offered this job as a sales rep. in Danvers Mass...it was a long process but they loved me. So, I was hired...but working for them I was basically breaking even at the end of the week by me not having a car. That's why I came back to SC for a few months. I started not to....and was just going to tuff it out with my other jobs...b/c of the girl...but as it turns out she had well already moved on as soon as I left from visiting her back in Jan...and i didnt find this out until just recently(sweet, considerate women i meet huh? ...geesh...) So Im back in SC...just for a short while until I buy a new car...and I'm looking for apts. in Rhode Island...and hopefully starting school somewhere around there in the fall. What SUCKS is...just a week ago...my work called...which i thought I was going to get bitched out for quitting not even a month after they hired me...but no...the manager of all the buildings..well just in mass. called wanting to know if i'd be willing to work as a receptionist for 13.50.....full time... and i know that's not a lot...but it is considering its a receptionist job and i have no experience and only have been to college 1yr. Plus I would be saving a lot of money and wouldnt have to be travelling around everywhere making meetings with people and what not i'd just be at the office all day. And I have no problems with that. So I told them I was taking care of bus. in SC and i'll be back in Aug. and he said that I did such a good job working for them and all that he'd be more than willing to help me find a job w/ the company when I move back & to save the number. :) So that was good to hear.

Riiight now I'm working part time as a waitress down in SC...and do retail at aeropostle...and I dance every other weekend at this club...which I dont talk about much nor will I say which club it is...that could be dangerous...but anyway..i'm managing alright...and soon i'll have a car & be sooo happy...b/c the one I had is a piece of shit!
I have been going to the beach an awful lot lately...no complaints there. I usually go every free chance I get, I <3 the beach... if a friend of mine helps me get this secretary job down there Im thinking about just moving there for the rest of my time down here...I think it will be great...plus this is the busy season for myrtle.

But anywhoo...that's it for the most part right now...

"Never let it go...to your heart.
Never let it go...that far."