so long<3

Sep 28, 2004 23:50

wow. i haven't updated this bitch in forever! haha, i got over the stupid drama<3 dead serious. i am over drama. jenny's last post got all crazy. wtf? people were accusing me of writing shit. sorry, if i have something to say i will say it. that's just me, none of this anonymous bullshit. anwyays, that will probably start drama, but hey..what can you do right? moving along...

i have been doing so good. i am not dependant on guys anymore. thank god. seriously. i can't believe i ever needed a guy to keep me happy. i just need my friends, and there is no better feeling than that. for reals<3 i am actually in a slump. i am not attracted to anyone. it's just not working for me. no sex drive, and i love it! i mean i have been seeing this guy trevor, but i am not too into it. normally i would be all over that shit. he is big baller high roller baybahh shotcall status..but i am just no into it. i like him as friend. and i like to kiss, that's it. it's soooo wierd though! haha.
i do like someone, but it just can't be right now. he is away. he won't be home until april or may. i don't know why i miss him so much, and i can't stop thinking about him. get out of my head you<3 see you soon, i hope..

work status...it's awsome. me and jenny work in hollywood at forplay. it's awsome. i love it<3 we work with a bunch of awsome people..and meet new people everyday, it's nice. we get to meet famous designers, and pornstars. haha it's tight. my mom is the director of sales at forplay it's awsome. if anyone needs costumes, come to our store or order off the internet. forplaycatalog.com they have some awsome costumes, and cute clothes.

i have really just been getting crazy with my girls<3 jenny brittany monica rachel and paula...i love you guys..thanks for everything. no matter what, i love you girls to death, death, man. i wishi was high right now.

alright well that is the update on my life<3 i hope everyone is doing good, and everyone is happy.

xoxoxoxo
-nicole
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